Faith

Final Testament

2010-10-07T20:07:00.003+08:00

Unusual Red Paint on the stone near the Tembusu Tree at Fu Shan Garden

The Rock of The Church
I had been pondering for all the things and especially the unusual sights that I see ... and not forgetting the 'mysteriously book' that I had received on my way home from Marsiling Estate on that fateful day 29.9.2010...

Transforming Lives Through Knowledge
The book, titled "Pages of Knowledge" contains so much valuable information…. and it wrote: For all that you see, my love is willing, I love you for loving me. You treat me as your precious....

Enchanted Tembusu Tree
Yesterday, I went back to the site near the Tembusu Tree, where the stone was placed and the 'hole' covered by soil. Before that, I had saw the same thing, the 'red paint' on the stone. I thought it was some kind of red paint that might be washed away. But yesterday, I saw that the red paint was still there. I touched the paint and it was permanent. Examining the paint, I was shocked and surprised to find that the paint was actually those type of red paint (ink) that is used to 'write' on stones -- like those ancient Chinese shows and also those stones that I found at my school.

Instinct
In the Chinese show, Butterfly Lovers, we see that the love for the couples are so great that Heaven (the sky) is so touched. We see that in the show, the tomb was opened, the earth (soil) covered the 'holes' later. We see this in show, wondering if these are real in the real world. Looking at these unusual sight at Fu Shan Garden, and what I had experienced near and at my house, this is really 'Spooky' and paranormal.

The SPIRIT WORLD
This is so scary. As I was typing 'the spirit world', my door bell rang. It was a woman wearing green, holding a piece of paper in her hand and with a 'trolley' beside her. She asked about 还宝 (don't know if that is the correct characters I had chosen. But is read "huan bao", meaning recycle). When I said don't have, she walked down the stairs.... Now that I come to think of it, she never go other house to ask? Only choose my door???? That reminds me of the incident on the day I wanted to go visit Dr Goh Keng Swee at the Parliament House... the sixth day after he died.... someone came to knock at my door at around 11 am...asking for directions to Changi Hospital...

Ghosts or People
Now is 6.15pm. I came here to continue my post. I stopped at the above paragraph about Spirit World. Isaac woke up and I had to look after him. The woman came, ringing my door bell at 9am... spoken to me in Chinese, a fair lady... this is the first time a woman came asking for 还宝. Normally, this 还宝 job is done by the recycle company. They gave us a green bag and we put our things in the bag and just leave it at the corridor. They would come to collect, and I do not know when they would come to collect. This woman is not even a garanguni (the rag and bone woman). When I shouted for her to come back, wanted to know where she is from, she did not return, but continued to walk down the stairs.

Today, another man walked passed our corridor also, wearing red, in the afternoon. I think this man came to slot flyer at our gate, a flyer on "Woodlands Specialist", buy, sell and rent house...

Number SEVEN
Today is really such a special day, as it is the number SEVEN day. Yesterday was the NUMBER 6 day, the day where Kwa Geok Choo 'continue her journey', and it is also the BIRTHDAY of Dr Goh Keng Swee yesterday if he is still alive...

My 'Orange flower' also OPENED so BIG and nice...

The Bread of Life
Yesterday, I had a dream about my father and me. We were at a place, literally Bukit Timah. Over there, I was talking to my father at a place, but suddenly someone told me that it is time for Holy Communion and so I need to rush off, leaving my father behind, just outside the church compound. It is a 'blue dream', shades of blue.... I told my father to wait for me while I went into the church. The church is on my left. Surprisingly, when I walked to the church, the entrance was elevated and there was a steep ladder or something like that. It was so difficult to go into the church. People were behind me and I asked them to help me (Push me from the back)....

Fu Shan Garden
Today I saw that the cleaner had a change of uniform. This time, he is wearing the same as our block cleaner, the green and orange uniform. Yesterday I did not see him at all when I was at the garden taking photographs of the new 'restored' plants.

At Fu Shan Garden, I also noticed 'unusual' students, wearing their school uniforms, doing 'dangerous' things in the garden today...

Number 13 and 14
Total Palm Trees now: 7 (3 + 4) -- 4 among the 6 butterfly trees
At first Palm Trees in the area: 10 + 1 ( the only 1 surrounded by purple shrub)
No. of Palm Trees broken and removed: 3 + 1 ( the only 1 surrounded by purple shrub)
Total Palm Trees or Manila Palm Trees now: 4 + 3 ( not among the butterfly trees, near the dinosaur stone path)
Counting from Back: Position of Palm Trees gone = 1st, 4th and 5th
Counting from the other way round: 3rd, 4th and 7th removed now
Note: 7 palm trees together with 6 butterfly trees initially. The rest of the palm trees are 3 +1 at the dinosaur stone path. The only 1 is gone, leaving 3 other palm trees now -- 2 flowered: 2nd and 3rd (planted Mr Lee Yiok Seng)

Number of Butterfly Trees: 6
Number of Butterfly Trees derooted/fallen off and now replanted (waiting for survival chances): 2
Number of 'healthy' butterfly trees: 4
Counting from front to back: 1st and 4th Butterfly Trees Derooted and now restored (Brown leaves, wilting)
Counting from the other way: 3rd and 6th Butterfly Trees Derooted and now restored
The one Richard and me 'rescued' is the 4th one or the 3rd one (if count the other side) seen the cleaner sweeping the leaves the previous day)

Total Number of Palm Trees and Butterfly Trees : 7 + 6 = 13

The Bible
The Bible is the sacred book of Christians. It contains histories, songs and letters written by different authors, all of whom Christians believe were inspired by God. There are two main sections: The old and the New Testaments. A testament is a promise.

After Jesus' resurrection, his followers continued to read and obey the Jewish holy books as before. They saw these Jewish holy books as the word of God and they loved them because they predicted the coming of Christ. For Christians, these Jewish books became the Old Testament.

The First Christians did not write down Jesus' life, but simply talked about it to anybody who would listen. About 150 years after Jesus' birth, scholars began to create the New Testament by collecting accounts of Jesus' life and teaching. It begins with the accounts, called the Gospels, by Jesus' followers Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. Gradually, other writings were added to the New Testament, including letters of advice written by the apostle Paul to the early Christians.

Today the Bible is published in hundreds of different languages. Everyday, millions of Christians read it for advice and comfort and for proof of God's love for them. They discuss the Bible's meaning together in Bible classes. Passages are read aloud in church services....

Originally the Old Testament was written in Hebrew and the New Testament in Greek, but as Christianity spread across the Roman Empire, the Bible was translated into Latin. In 1533, Martin Luther translated the Bible into German. The first official Bible in English was published in 1611.

THE STORY:

Increase Your Faith

Compare photographs of New Life (Manila Palm Inflorescent) with photographs of other Manila Palms… view photographs of the DESTRUCTION.

Lessons To Learn From These:

Adventure Learning Centre

Solving Mysteries

Manila Palm (Veritchia Merili)

These are SIGNS that you see. It is going to determine the destiny of the world, the destiny of humanity....

The Catholic Faith

2010-07-07T13:40:00.001+08:00

The death of salesman Vernon Leong (above, with his wife at wedding dinner) remains a mystery. His body was found at the foot of Hilton Singapore on 4 November 2009, just hours after the event. Yesterday, 5 July 2010, his widow, Ms Kerin Peh, seen here not long after his death, was found dead. -- The Strait Times (6 July 2010)

What a beautiful pair of couples. The bride was so pretty and the groom so handsome. But what happens to them? Read of their tragic news in the newspaper, The Strait Times (6 July 2010)...

The Strait Times (6 July 2010): Eight months after bridegroom's mystery death at Hilton... Widow falls to her death.... She had been an emotional wreck since her husband's death and had slashed her wrists soon after the incident.

Be careful of what YOU BELIEVE

In this modern world, many people are thinking that they have no need to 'have a religion'. Some might even think that it is very old fashion and that it is the 'old people' way of doing things and to follow 'traditions'. But what really is the real 'traditions' or rites that is true in this world?

In Singapore, this multi-racial country, there are all sorts of traditions and cultures, especially now with even more foreigners coming into the country. It is really going to be a "ROJAK" country...

In this country, you see so many types of religion, such as Buddhists, Hinduism, Islam, Christianity, etc. In Christianity alone, there are so many various division. Ask around, and you have answers from Singaporean, saying that they are 'free-thinker' or they might think that religion is just not an important issue or something ridiculous even!

Is religion really an UNIMPORTANT subject?

Take a look at this newly wed couples, the groom was dead on the first night of marriage, at the hotel! This salesman was said to be mysteriously fell to his death from Hilton Singapore hotel (a suite on the 10th floor). His wife, fell from the sixth floor of a 12-storey HDB block opposite her family home in Hougang Avenue 8 around 2am.

Security cameras showed Mr Leong leaving the room clad in shorts and T-shirt at about 3 am and rushing barefoot through the hotel's second floor. Minutes later, he was dead, having fallen from a height and landing on the hotel's driveway. No other details have emerged.

Yesterday, neighbours told The Straits Times they had heard loud crying coming from the family's home around 1am. Not long after, Ms Peh's barefoot body, clad in pyjamas, was discovered........Family members tearfully declined to be interviewed, after saying Buddhist prayers for her.

The Strait Times (6 July 2010): About 60 people attended the wake in the evening. When asked if they knew anything about Ms Peh's state of mind, they declined to comment. Counsellors told The Straits Times that families need to seek help if a relative has shown signs of being capable of hurting him or herself. Watching over the person all the time can also be 'difficult and draining' on family members, said the executive director of Samaritans of Singapore, Ms Christine Wong. One option is to admit them to hospital to get the help they need, she said. "But this can be a difficult process for the individual as well as the family members, who then will not be able to see and be there for their loved ones at all times." Police have classified the case as unnatural death, and are investigating.

What is the religion of this couple? I do not know them. But from the newspaper as shown here, the family's religion is Buddhist since they offered Buddhist prayers.

Since the family is Buddhist and they pray to Buddha, their 'god', how is it that their 'god' would allow such a tragedy to happen in the family? Aren't Buddha supposed to protect them and give them happiness? Who is Buddha? How well do you know Buddha? Where is Buddha now? Who has seen Buddha?

Woodlands: Opposite Woodlands Primary School, Below MRT Tracks, seven pigeons forming the letter T

What is my name? At Boon Lay Secondary School, the art teacher asked one day, about the things that we want to do when we grow up....... What do you think I am doing now?

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Jesus My Master
Memory Lane
Vesak Day Greetings
Jesus At The Door
Mystery of the Spirit
Holy Matrimony
Secret Heart
Instrument of God
Explore God's Love
Mercy of God Devotion

The Great Catholic Faith

2010-06-23T07:23:00.002+08:00

Maxtor Hard Drive Cover showing the words: Save Your Life

Yesterday, the whole night I could not sleep. First I was awoken by a 'dream'... I saw the 'Consecrated Hosts'... Just the previous night, I had another strange encounter of dream (of being Jesus' disciple), with Jesus... so many strange things happened...

First, I saw the 'eye of Jesus' so big, and through the eye, I saw 'His face', the Green Light, and the cross (black) among the 'flames'... (at my eyelid). Next was yesterday... I was very sad, kept shedding tears, because I do not want 'THAT' to happen... After a tired day, I lied on my bed to take a rest. Closing my eyes, I saw again the eye of baby Jesus this time during the early morning of yesterday. It was not the big eye of Jesus that look 'eye to eye' but it was the side-view of the eye that I see. The eye ball was that of the English people, with bluish-green eyeball.

I walked out to the living room, and to my horror, LIZARD crawling in my living room floor (not ceiling!) My living room was messy, the PIG STY that This woman of SIGLAP called it. The lizard crawl so fast, it was so agile. The lizard nowadays are so smart and agile! Just another day or so ago, the lizard was on my dining table and it could 'fly' to my dinning table seat -- its legs seem to sprawl apart... hard to describe. This lizard seemed like know 'Gung Fu' (martial arts!) Amazing Lizard!

Now, back to the lizard story again. The morning witnessed the quick and agile lizard. Teary day indeed. The whole morning, gloomy sky, dark grey clouds.... I hope 'THAT' day would not come. I don't want "IT" to come... At the toilet, I found one Lizard coming out of nowhere again. My toilet nowadays got 'surprise lizards' always appearing out of nowhere, sometimes hiding in the toilet paper and sometimes coming out from HOLES that you never expect!!!

So on this day, I went to the toilet. I saw a lizard without tail. It was hiding behind the toilet bowl, when I wanted to see what kind of lizard it was. I told Richard and he said it might be the one that was on my bed 'yesterday'. But this one looked dark. I don't know is it the same one. But most importantly, it has no tail.

Photograph of the special lizard that come from nowhere... ('Just' appear)... and luckily I can capture a photograph of it. It was so AGILE.

Look at the surroundings and look at the lizard. It appeared the same species, the mutated lizard, the same as the previous time I had seen it, The Great Persecution I wrote. Among the chaotic sight was mosquitoes patch, photograph of me and Ricsson, Maxtor Hard Drive, St Anthony's Prayer Bookmark, God's Motivational Calendar, etc...

Maxtor hard drive with the silver cover shown in this photograph, where the lizard landed...the message it conveys...

Good Tidings
This is the story of God's Salvation. On the same morning, everything coincide nicely. The same morning, the same usual 6.40am... Ricsson's alarm clock (handphone) was put in my room (that was unusual of him), but it happens and the tune was "FIREFLIES", just after I seen the baby 'eye of Jesus'... and then went out of the room, see the LIZARD...

This is the story of Catholic Faith, When All The Saints Go Marching In....

On this same night that the lizard came, Isaac kept kissing the book, Divine Mercy In My Soul...

Light of Mary

2010-06-20T06:21:00.002+08:00

A close view of Our Lady of Fatimah from the house...

I seemed to have a dream about the 'house of Mary' again. It was a 'white Mary' I saw. I had forgotten the dream, but it was an impression...

This is the 'white statue of Mary', our Lady of Fatima.

Mary is Our Lady's name, the most beautiful name of all. It means "Noble Lady" to remind us that Our Lady is a most powerful and noble lady, the very Mother of God, and that she suffered when she saw Jesus die upon the Cross on Calvary.

Mother of God, Holy Virgin of Virgins, Mother of Christ, Mother of Divine Grace

Our Lady is the beautiful of all creatures, because she is the Mother of God, that is, of Jesus Christ, who is God. This is the most precious title of Our Lady.

"House of Mary" Our Lady of Fatima at Church of St Francis of Assisi (Boon Lay)

Mother Most Pure, Mother Most Chaste, Mother Inviolate, Mother Undefiled

Being the Mother of Jesus, Our Lady never committed the least sin. Her soul was always as white as snow.

On 9 June 2010, the family attended Sacred Heart of Mary, one of the Blessed Sacrament Church's Triduum Mass. That was the first time I attended such a mass...

Blessed Sacrament Church: Another Statue of Mary, Our Lady of Fatima

Mother Most Loveable
Mother Most Admirable
Mother of Good Counsel
Mother of Our Creation
Mother of Our Saviour

God, our Creator, was so good as to send Jesus to save us. He also gave us the best of all mothers, who always helps and protects us...

Second Easter Sunday

2010-04-13T22:03:00.005+08:00

Jesus is represented by the white dove. He is guiding me, always with me.

We go to church to learn about God, to listen to God's words, to worship God, and to thank God for what He had done for us (to save us from Sins). I am a disciple of Jesus, following His teachings, learning from Him.

I will praise you, Lord, you have rescued me.

On this day, 11 April 2010, second Sunday of Easter, I saw the pair of 'lovebirds' again -- the white dove and the spotted dove/pigeon. This is the second time I see a white dove, still treasuring every moment of witnessing it (since it is such a RARE opportunity to see a real white dove in front of me, not in TV shows or any magic shows).

On this Second Sunday of Easter, the church celebrate Christ, The Living One. We worship Christ who was dead and is now alive for ever and ever. He is present in our midst, bringing healing and peace.

The two white birds are always together. The spotted white dove represent me...

On this Sunday, the Second Reading for the mass was from Apocalypse 1:9-19 and the Gospel reading from John 20:19-31. Just like what John had been through, I had experienced and witnessed Jesus. I had experienced the spiritual world and heard Jesus said to me...

(To Be Continued)

All about the White Dove
Story of the Heart
White Dove Symbolism

Links About Lent 2010

First Week of Lent
Second Week of Lent

Third Week of Lent

Fourth Week of Lent

New Life In God's Kingdom

Faith, Hope and Joy

2009-10-14T09:57:00.004+08:00

Wonderful Morning
Today I am so full of aspiration. The weather is so nice today. Bright sun rays and a beautiful morning with birds flying just outside my windows -- what a beautiful scene for me to watch as I carried Isaac in my arms. He was awoke as early as 4.38am.

RarePig.com Booked
For the past two to three days, I have been feeling good (with some slight irritations/frustration here and there) but overall is a fine one -- energetic and was filled with 'hope', and 'motivation'. (7.20am Isaac awoke crying now)

Back. TIME now: 8.05am

What Had I Done
Today(Just Now)
Breastfeed Isaac. After that I carried him ('Sayang' = hug him = love him) while waiting for Richard to be 'free' to help me.

Some Updates
Double Happiness
Pride Comes Before A Downfall
Twinkle Twinkle Little Star

Request
ASK. I have to ASK him to help me, and if he is willing and Isaac is 'willing' I can do my work peacefully, like now.

Holy Spirit
While I was carrying Isaac, I stood at the window at my living room. I saw the beautiful sky with birds flying, the sparrow, the swift, the oriole, and my 'favourite' peaceful dove ('coo-coo' bird). It was such a spectacular sight....

'Parable' of Jesus
I saw the albino pigeons (Twin pigeons) flying in front together and a black pigeon flying behind in between the two albino pigeons. I cannot capture the picture of the twin pigeons, they are flying and my camera is spoilt now. I am going to buy a new one (an investment for my online business.)

The Seekers - I'll never find another you (1968)

Singapore Can Be A Paradise
The children at QiHua Primary School sang their National Anthem. They assembled at the Parade Square. I had not seen them standing there for some time. What a beautiful day to see them standing there, and I also standing there watching them, and watching the beautiful scene.

Aspiration, excitement, HOPE
I am living on loans now. I have never been so pathetic before. Yesterday the family ate at McDonald. Everyone was 'renewed' for the first time (no time to elaborate) externally as I can only see, except me -- 'renew' in a bad way : Clara said,"You first time look so ugly."
Yes, I am getting ugly externally -- 'fat people has no clothes to wear' as what the Chinese show called Fei Tian shown. It's so hard to find clothes that I like and so hard to go shopping for clothes now that I had put on weight and have not shed all the fats yet. But this is not permanent. Neither is my wealth. With my hands, my brain and with the help of God, I am sure I am going to make it.

Glow Singapore Glow and Grow
I want to help Singapore. I want to help my family. Achieve THE LIGHT. As I typed now, the SUN is out, shining so brightly. 8.20am. I had closed my curtain, but the light just penetrate in and it is just so bright.

A Leopard Will Never Change Its Spots
Will 'Teach' You More, Will 'Tell' you more. Visit JustSingapore.com and Watchout for RarePig.com.

Master of LIFE
Nothing is permanent. Jesus will help me through the deep, Jesus says He never fails me (But I fail Him once)

NB: no time to touch up. Have to go now. Come back later to touch up if got time.

Holy Week

2009-04-08T09:28:00.001+08:00

Today is Wednesday. Yesterday was a tearful day. Last night, the song, Top of the World still filled my heart. This morning, as early as 5am, I was awoke. I was thinking of God's Love and how God communicated with me all these while -- Chiquitita, this song was the first that filled my heart with warmth and comfort.

This was the year 2007 at Church of St Anthony, the church where I go since I moved to Woodlands -- The Glory of God

Year 2008 at Church of St Anthony of Padua, The Resurrected Christ

Church of St Anthony of Padua Year 2009, In Memory(Commemoration) of Christ

ABBA 1979 Chiquitita

I am very sad now, sad, thinking of all that had happened, how Jesus has helped me, saved me, and more. I have learned so many things.

Mary came to me. She taught me so many things which I do not understand at all at that time, and I was not moved nor touched, with no feeling at all -- Not understanding any single thing from her. But now, her words are of use. Her words are applicable now, and I understand what it all means.

Meaning of Good Friday
Tomorrow is Holy Thursday and then it would be Good Friday. Mary told me to go to her church. She was a Catholic, but she got her name struck off from the church, convert herself to be a Jehovah Witness, baptised again in the process. She told me to go to her church to experience, to see... Though I was not moved at all, and had no intention to join her, still, I followed her, to take a peek at it. Mary told me that Good Friday is the most significant event for Christian, the very most important day of the year. I did not feel anything nor know anything. How stupid of me, though I studied the Bible, and I had the highest score in the school. Isn't it an irony?

By Your Holy Cross You Have Redeemed The World
Mary explained to me about how Jesus has died on the cross using his blood. She told me about redemption, blood and sacrifice. But I could not understand. I simply cannot understand how this is possible. But I experienced it. I knew it now, and I know how it feels. How Great Thou Art! How Great Thou Art!

Palm Sunday 2009

2009-04-08T08:13:00.001+08:00

On this day, 5th April 2009, the family walked to church as usual. On the way, there were so many myna on the field (the usual field, where white cranes were present).

This is Holy Week, a week that commemorates Jesus Christ’s suffering, death on the cross, and resurrection on the third day.

The Sunday before Easter is known as Palm Sunday, which falls on 5th April 2009 -- the beginning of Holy Week. It celebrates Jesus’ triumphant entry into Jerusalem on the back of a donkey. Great crowds of people thronged the streets waving palm branches to welcome Him. The people shouted “Hosanna” and laid their cloaks and palm branches from the nearby trees in His path.

The church congregation gathered at the entrance of the church

On this day, 5th April 2009, Palm Sunday, the congregation gathered outside the church. Most of the people were carrying Palm leaves. I do not know where to take them, but in the end, I asked a little boy for it. That was the only Palm leaf I have (and I gave it to my mother).

I saw Father Terence. Wow, he looked so nice in the red vestment. It was such a spectacular sight, even though the children and I were perspiring.

The congregation waving their palm leaves.

It's so long since I last saw this cross with Jesus on it...

The congregation proceed into the church

Links About Palm Sunday
Holy Week in Catholic Tradition
Palm Branches
Questions and Answers for Palm Sunday
The Sacred Calendar I - Palm Sunday
Pictures of Jesus Riding on Donkey
Pictures of Palm Sunday
More Facts about Palm Sunday
Symbols of Palm Sunday
The Events of Holy Week

Holy Matrimony

2008-09-22T15:51:00.000+08:00

God Himself is the author of marriage
Sacred Scripture begins with the creation of man and woman in the image and likeness of God and concludes with a vision of 'the wedding-feast of the lamb'. Scripture speaks throughout of marriage and its 'mystery', its institution and the meaning of God has given it, its origin and its end, its various realizations throughout the history of salvation, the difficulties arising from sin and its renewal 'in the Lord' in the New Covenant of Christ and the Church.

This was my matrimonial home. It was blessed by Father Giles.

This is Richard's maternal grandmother, a woman of great hospitality. I attended her funeral... the chinese funeral with taoist priests... and I dreamed of her...

This is Richard and me, our Chinese wedding day, offering tea to the elders. That was my mother-in-law's house. The tea-offering was held in front of the altar, just like my case. I do not know exactly what Richard's mother prayed to... but if I remembered correctly, it is a statue with white beard (Tua Pek Kong if this is correct).

This is my mother's house, offering tea to my parents, in front of the altar. The brown Mary as shown in the photograph is the same as that I saw on 7th September 2008.

This is Richard and me at our church wedding. It was not a grand church wedding. I do not even know how to organize a proper church wedding.... it was really a simple and 'basic' church wedding only...

Marriage In God's Plan
The marriage covenant, by which a man and a woman form with each other an intimate communion of life and love, has been founded and endowed with its own special laws by the Creator. By its very nature it is ordered to the good of the couple, as well as to the generation and education of children. Christ the Lord raised marriage between the baptized to the dignity of a sacrament.

Triump of The Cross

2008-09-14T14:47:00.000+08:00

I was 'battling' about Biofocus International Pte Ltd. My last post was Learn From The Animals, just written before I went to church on Saturday. I said, LET THE DOGS BARK. LET THE DOGS COME...

On the way to church, this day, it was only me and the children. The three of us walked to the church. On the way, I saw dogs. Dogs come, YES, and LET THE DOGS BARK. I saw a Caucasian man bringing his dogs, not sure he got how many dogs... but saw one obvious one, beige colour, and doing his business on the grass.... Then another man, walking with his dog....

I never see any cats, and was looking for Puma or Mary cat, but none... Then Clara ran away, saying she wanted to look for Puma... She found him, lying somewhere beside the spot where Richard spotted him the other time....

Reaching the church, I was so surprised to see this:

Church of St Anthony of Padua, Woodlands, Singapore

Wow, wearing RED, and it's Father Cyril! I did not even know it celebration of the Feast of The Triumph of The Cross on this day.

This is Father Cyril..

So beautiful!

It is Victory, I am so happy... but... this is not the end......

Servant of God
I am a 'qualified' cat now, serving God, serving my Master...

Developing Courage

Women’s Business
Facial Company Sue Customer

…Not DEAD yet… don’t know when is the last day yet:
BioFocus International Experience
Modern Cosmetology
BioFocus International
Pay To Suffer

Facial Company Sue Customer Matter:

Singapore I: The Divine Revelation; Moulding Our Nation
NUS REPUTATION:Singapore II: Answer Will Soon Be Out
Developing Courage
Do You Want To Save Your Mother
Unity Is Strength

MONEY OR LIFE

World Class Education

Let The Dogs Bark

The Living Stone of The Church

2008-09-10T12:50:00.000+08:00

6th September 2008, 5.36pm Woodlands Blk 336, 'Multiple Hybrid' Cat, Mary Cat

God's Chosen Servant
When Jesus heard about the plot against him, he went away from that place; and large crowds followed him. He healed all this sick and gave them orders not to tell others about him. He did this so as to make come true what God had said through the prophet Isaiah:

Here is my servant,
whom I have chosen,
the one I love, and
with whom I am pleased.
I will send my Spirit upon him,
and he will announce
my judgment to the nations.
He will not argue or shout,
or make loud speeches in the streets.
He will not break off a bent reed,
nor put out a flickering lamp.
He will persist until he causes justice to triumph,
and on him all peoples will put their hope."

~ Matthew 12: 15-21

6th September 2008, 5.36pm Woodlands Blk 336: The Cat on the rock -- I am on the rock, destitute... my money in the bank running low....

Come to him, to that living stone, rejected by men but in God's sight chosen and precious; and like living stones be yourselves built into a spiritual house, to be a holy priesthood, to offer spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ.

But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God's own people, that you may declare the wonderful deeds of him who called you out of darkness into his marvellous light. Once you were no people but now you are God's people; once you had not received mercy but now you have received mercy. (St Peter)

6th September 2008, 5.36pm Woodlands Blk 336: And I tell you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church, and the gates of Hades will not overcome it.

Peter's Declaration about Jesus
Jesus went to the territory near the town of Caesarea Philippi, where he asked his disciples,"Who do people say the Son of Man is?"

"Some say John the Baptist," they answered. "Others say Elijah, while others say Jerremiah or some other prophet."

"What about you?" he asked them. "who do you say I am?"

Simon Peter answered,"You are the Messiah, the Son of the living God."

"Good for you, Simon son of John!" answered Jesus. "For this truth did not come to you from any human being, but it was given to you directly by my Father in heaven. And so I tell you, Peter: You are a rock, and on this rock foundation I will build my church, and not even death will ever be able to overcome it. I will give you the keys of the Kingdom of heaven; and what you permit on earth will be permitted in heaven."

Then Jesus ordered his disciples not to tell anyone that he was the Messiah.

Birthday of Blessed Mary

2008-09-08T12:46:00.001+08:00

Today is my birthday. It is also the birthday of Mary, Blessed Virgin, our Mother of God, Mother of Jesus.... The works of God is wonderful. It is awesome. It is 'hard to believe'. It's all a 'dream'...

God's HOUSE
In the morning, standing at the window, I saw birds flying around, so amazing. There were at 5 oriole (the yellow-coloured birds, black-naped oriole I like). Seeing all these birds flying, but it did not make my day, thinking of what happened yesterday at the church... (words I hear, treatment I get... my natural response to the words of God, the environment I entered....)

Photograph taken on 6th September 2008, 9.19am at Church of St Anthony of Padua: Location -- Statue of Mary; Waiting for Ricsson to go camp...

The Nativity of the Blessed Virgin Mary
Feast Day
September 8th (Birth of Mary)

Thy birth, O Virgin Mother of God,
heralded joy to all the world.
For from thou hast risen the Sun of justice,
Christ our God.

Destroying the curse, He gave blessing;
and damning death, He bestowed on us
life everlasting.

Blessed art thou among women
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb.
For from thou hast risen of Sun of justice,
Christ our God.

Lord God,
the day of our salvation dawned
when the Blessed Virgin gave birth to your Son.
As we celebrate her nativity
grant us your grace and your peace.
Through Christ our Lord, Amen.

'Celestial' Eyes Opened
For the first time, I had seen another 'Baby Mary' Statue below the main Statue of Mary (the waterfall)... It is green, camouflaged among the plants, the 'money plants'....

Photo taken 7th September 2008, 12.52pm at St Anthony Church...

Who would understand? My Heart Deeply WOUNDED...
For the first time, on 7th September 2008, at about 12.20pm, Richard, Clara and I arrived at the church early, to bring Ricsson home after camp. Something happened.... 'my sublimation'....

Wisdom
For the first time, I saw white cranes sculpture beside the statue of Mary. Clara also told me after I seen it...

5th September 2008, Divine Mercy Mass: Adoration for Our Lord, Jesus Christ who suffered, died on the cross to redeem the world... So that We might be saved...Thank You Jesus.

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Messengers of God
I do not even know that my birthday is the birthday of Mary, never in my life, never. But it was Nicole, my ex-colleague from Mount Elizabeth Hospital who told me about it...... It all started from the Pump Room... Thank You Nicole, Thank you everybody....

A Brand New Creation
This is my first meaningful birthday, the first birthday which I had come to the truth of LIFE, the origin of life, the creation of this world and the truth of religion.

Power of God

2008-09-03T22:04:00.000+08:00

...This tree is full of birds, the floor with red berries, the trees with so many fruits.....

A person who done nothing wrong, have nothing to fear.
It is so scary... really scary. I asked Clara, which part of the body is the most scary? It is the eyes, what you see, and what goes on in your mind... the processing of information... this is so scary.....

Experimenting The Kingdom of God

I had mentioned the miraculous growth of this bryophyllum plant. This photo was taken yesterday 2.9.08. It was about three months already... Yet the small plants beside the giant bryophyllum is still small as compared to the giant bryophyllum.

This giant bryophyllum has in fact reproduced more plants from its leaf than the small plants around it!

The close-up view of the plants around this Giant Bryophllum. Notice that this giant bryophyllum is growing at the EDGE of the pot also. Nothing was done to the pot. NO extra bryophyllum was ever introduced. Only a ginger plant was introduced by Clara; and my 4 0'clock plant was transferred to another pot.

In every Science experiment, you need a control. The purpose of the control is to serve as a 'RULER', for you to compare and contrast the ultimate results that you get.

So far, all experiments has been done on the mouse, the monkeys, the dogs, the pandas, and so on. Human beings thought that they are the master of the universe, they have all the rights to do experiments on the animals and plants. They are great inventors, they discovered many things, they are famous, and their names are what is left behind, remembered by people.

People think that they are the greatest in this world. They think that they are very great, they think that they know everything, they had achieved a lot of things in this world, and so on. But has anybody done an experiment on human being?

You see great inventors, great people who do great things and you decide to worship them, following them... There are so many false gods... they are just people who had done great things on earth. Their lives, too was ended, when God called for their names.

Who is the Creator of this earth?
The time has come, where the truth must be revealed. We too are the 'experiment of God'. God is the one who created us. His first piece of creation was the plants, animals and people. From Adam and Eve, the human population increased. Just words alone was what he needs. Words formed flesh. So what about my plants? Overnight, really overnight, I saw this mysterious Bryophyllum plant growed at the edge of the pot. I am not always right, I had done great wrongs, and how great is God's love for us? My sins were forgiven, what a great price, a great lesson I had learned, a once in a lifetime experience I had ever get...

Supernatural Force
You cannot see, but he is present. He knows everything. This is just so special -- the things that I see and hear.

Once, I doubted the existence of God, wondered about the truth of religion also. But the truth was out at last. The truth which I got to hear, the truth which I got to see, this is MIRACLE, WONDER, AWESOME, Incredible, really eye-opening.

It is really 'powerful' and I was being 'tricked', yes, TRICKED, CONNED, being 'fooled', but this had made learning so much enjoyable, so much wonder I see, how touched I am, how moved I am at the wonder of God.

Without God, we are nothing. Everything that we have, every life that we have, every good things come from God. I thought our future lies in our own hands, but our future still need to depend on the will of God...

Look At Our World Today
You Do not need to go Hell to know what Hell Is Like.

Wisdom Teacher

2008-09-01T11:39:00.000+08:00

It was Sunday 31 August 2008, the day after my victory. It rained, and we (the family) walked to Causeway Point.

Triumph
On the way, I was puzzled, surprised to see this card on the floor. It was a Joker card, on the pavement, the shelter linkway leading to Causeway Point. On the right side, on the grass, was another card, covered... and I did not know what card it was.....

The Trump Card: Joker card on the shelter linkway to Causeway Point

On the right hand side of the pathway, there was this card, 'covered', don't know what is the card...

God Will Provide All That We Need
It was so special. The myna were 'grazing' in the field, and 2 poker cards I saw. I told the children that Jesus always like to use parables to teach people. There is also significance in everything that he teaches.

I am so happy to see the Joker. While walking, I kept thinking of what the other card was...

Five white cranes on the field opposite Esso

Wisdom Teacher, Experience The Best Teacher
After lunch at Causeway Point, we walked to church, bringing the children for catechism classes. I was so surprised again to see the white cranes in the field. This time, there were only 5 white cranes. The answer is so obvious. I was so touched.... All that I see, all that I had done... I made it.

Walking home, after church, I wanted to know if the card was still there. I was so curious to find out what was the other 'covered up' card. The card was still there. The one I saw on the pathway was now on the side side as that card (on the grass too), but separated from a distance. I flipped the card over, and was surprised to see that it was a red Joker.

Another Black Joker on the field

Trinity - 3 Joker
I had another surprised later. I discovered that on the other side of the grass was another card, covered up. I was so curious to know what was the card, since I had seen one black Joker, one red Joker, and what could the next one be? I flipped it over, and was shocked to see it was another black Joker.

Thank You Jesus, Thank You My Lord, My God
This is a cool day, never been so cool. The wind is blowing into my room. The curtains are moving. I am listening to Give The Lord Your Heart... I cannot believe it. Everything is like a dream, every posts that I had written, now that I looked back, I could not believe what I had written.... it was all like a dream.... God really 'talk', God really exist, God really knows me best, and he knows what is best for me.

Happy Teachers' Day
Today is Teachers' Day. I want to thank all the teachers who had taught me. I want to thank all the friends, and everybody. We learn from one another. And I am very proud that I had heard from God, one and only one in this present world who had heard from our God...

Victory Won

2008-08-30T07:27:00.000+08:00

Behold the Cross of the Lord: Flee, you hostile powers! The lion of the tribe of Juda, the root of David, has conquered.

Victory
It is 6.10am when I wake up. Prior to this, last night, I heard sound in my room, strange sound at my study room again. Before I slept, I saw a small lizard appeared at the curtains of my bedroom. Yesterday after I finished bathing, a small lizard appeared at the door also. I am not sure if it is the same lizard, never interested in lizard before. During the night, the sound of lizard was heard also, the usual 'kiat, kiat' sound of the lizard. (Last week, during the homily of Father Terence, one lizard sound was heard also....)

Rejoice
This morning, sound from birds were heard. I don't know the names of the birds, neither do I know the types of birds. I do not even know what birds produced that sound. It seemed to talk, really.... with intermittent 'sound' they produced, just so strange.

Messengers
During the 'night' while I slept, I was 'awoken' suddenly. There seemed to be 'something', the 'presence of something'. I just woke up suddenly. I did not had any dreams, but I woke up with 'feelings', with 'thoughts' filling my mind. It was this song, 秦始皇 singing in my heart.

I Made It - Meaning of Success

God's House
I want to Thank St Anthony Church. Without St Anthony Church, I would not have achieved what I am doing. This is the effort of the world, those people in my life. I am so touched, so touched.

Gratitude
There are just too many people to thank.

I cried, I struggled, and I never felt good. But I tried, I 'worked' and I cried now, for the first time, my cries of success.

28th August 2008 3.14pm, photo taken at my house, standing at my window. It is a dinosaur sculpture...

29th August 2008, 7.03am Woodlands, capturing the beautiful sight of the 'up up and away' superman or ultraman or whatever man....

Thank You God
No one knows us better than God. God knows what is best for us. Only God Knows. Thank you Jesus, who always stayed with me, guiding me, training me.... This is the best job of my life...

Repent And Turn To God

2008-08-29T10:23:00.000+08:00

This is just how fast my emotions changed....

FEAR
This is amazing, simply amazing. I am amazed. I am 'crushed' so 'crushed' at my heart with all the things I see, I hear, I know... My heart is almost jumping out (but not as forceful as the day when I went to Father Terence for confession-- that kind of heart pounding is 'anxiety' perhaps... just like the first time when I took my driving test).

Thinking Is Faster Than Action
This is so scary. So scary. Anxiety and Fear.

Curiosity Kills The Cat
The cat has nine lives.

Formula: Scientific Inventions & Discovery
Dreams and reality, dreams influencing the mind, thoughts influencing the body, thoughts controlling your body, its all so amazing.....

Are you ready when the Son of Man comes.....

Saw this guard sleeping or dozing-off yesterday. This is Riverside Secondary School. It was a terrific day, so wonderful, so much so that I had another inspiration, another domain name 'given birth' and surprisingly this is the 7th dot com I have, the 7th treasures of mine...... I cannot believe it, this is the story of number 7, the story of birthday, the story of life and death,.......... I cannot believe it, it is so scary, too scary..... I NEED LIBERATION.

Transformation
This is amazing, amazing, AMAZING! I 'came from the dead', I was a cocoon, a worm..... and I am going to transform...... determination, control, focus, AIM...... I never dream of this day, never. Never had I felt so good in my life as yesterday, and yet, today, I was led.... to discover something more. It is so scary how my prediction is, how my senses worked. My heart cannot take it.

terrorism :
1. the use of violence and threats to intimidate or coerce, esp. for political purposes.
2. the state of fear and submission produced by terrorism or terrorization.
3. a terroristic method of governing or of resisting a government.

terrorism :
n. The unlawful use or threatened use of force or violence by a person or an organized group against people or property with the intention of intimidating or coercing societies or governments, often for ideological or political reasons.

TERROR.
The first time I searched the dictionary for terror. I always say 'terrible, terrible', but never terror. I never know what is terrorism, though I heard. I don't know what is exactly terrorism, the act of terrorism.... Today, I am going to 'gain an insight' of what is terrorism.

Science. I did not major in Physics, neither did I major in Chemistry, but only Biology. But it is said that Energy cannot be created or destroyed. Energy is passed on from one form to another. This is the basic knowledge I learned. It is how amazing the news I heard last night and the news I heard this morning...

Ark of Salvation
God Don't send me here for nothing. Believe in Jesus Christ and be saved! This is the first thing I tell you.

Will of God

2008-08-28T05:26:00.001+08:00

自製倚天屠龍記 (主題曲) 鄭少秋 Heaven Sword & Dragon Sabre 2007 年 TVB 01

INSPIRED, INSPIRATION, MOTIVATION
It was 5.20am when I on my computer. It is now 5.32am. I woke up earlier on. I woke up, meaning, opened my eyes when I had a dream which woke me up. What did I see? It was words I see. It was the words: God's will. It was so many words, small words, just like words in the bible. It was the Scriptures: the word "God's will" just zoomed in and in, appearing obvious and bigger in my dream.

When I have a black background, the yellow colour would stand out; and the colour that always last is still BLACK, BUT without LIGHT, you will still see NOTHING.

Compare and Contrast
If what I had been writing all these while is my own make-up stories, I would not be getting all these dreams from God. I have no regret what I had done, despite all the words that Richard said, things that I am doing now (not earning so much money, but only create 'trouble').

Women don't put on extra BRA for no purpose
Did I create trouble? Am I helping the next generation of people, the future people who might 'fall into' the unethical business practice of such kind of 'women business'? I am not the only one victim, considering a few others as well.

Sally Lim, Director of Biofocus International Pte Ltd
She said she was a trainer and worked in a lawyer office before. I will tell you my experience of proper business ethics, proper customer treatment and how a good trainer can affect the rest of the team. If she is the director and she even claimed she is the trainer, then there is even more obvious 'improper' training and knowledge on her part. What is her qualification? I did not know. But she wrote in my comment, she got certificate and diploma.

Roots of Wisdom
I graduate from National University of Singapore. I came from Boon Lay Secondary School. After Boon Lay Secondary School, I went Jurong Junior College. I do not forget my roots. I still have Yung An Primary School and my kindergarten, at church of St Francis of Assisi. If people said that Singapore has the best Education in the world, and I came from the schools of Singapore, I am the product of Singapore, MADE IN SINGAPORE. What kind of product, SINGAPORE has made all these years?

The Effort of All The Teachers
All I can say, Thank You Jesus, Thank YOU Teachers, Thank You MY MOTHER, my father, my family -- my brothers, my sister, my nieces, nephews, in-laws... Everybody who came into my lives. You teach me lessons, especially my husband, the gift from God. I am who I am because I am build upon 'the characters' of everybody whom I know, what Singapore had taught me. I do not come knowing how to write, how to read, how to talk......but all because of who TEACH us. Who had TOLD us, and what you do not know, you ASK. And Jesus said,"ASK and it will be given to you."

Picture taken on 22.8.2008, at Boon Lay Secondary School

One of the notice board at Boon Lay Secondary School: Look at my results. I did not have 6 distinctions. I only have two distinctions. If the school is a bad school, if Singapore is 'lousy', would we be what we are today, the reputation of Singapore, good or bad. Today, we see Boon Lay Secondary School with so many distinction, I was so surprised at their excellent results......

Gratitude
And we are who we are, I am who I am, Thank You to my parents, my family, my teachers, my friends, my pets, and all who came to my life.....even the media (TV programmes).... it's the world I see, the news I heard and read also, really everything.....

(I will tell you the organization that I MOSTLY want to thank.......)

Jesus: The God We Can SEE
Who Is the 'MAKER' of PEOPLE since we are a small nation, with no natural resources? The creator of this world is God, and God IS WISDOM.

Meaning of will:
1. am (is, are, etc.) about or going to: I will be there tomorrow. She will see you at dinner.
2. am (is, are, etc.) disposed or willing to: People will do right.
3. am (is, are, etc.) expected or required to: You will report to the principal at once.
4. may be expected or supposed to: You will not have forgotten him. This will be right.
5. am (is, are, etc.) determined or sure to (used emphatically): You would do it. People will talk.
6. am (is, are, etc.) accustomed to, or do usually or often: You will often see her sitting there. He would write for hours at a time.
7. am (is, are, etc.) habitually disposed or inclined to: Boys will be boys. After dinner they would read aloud.
8. am (is, are, etc.) capable of; can: This tree will live without water for three months.
9. am (is, are, etc.) going to: I will bid you “Good night.”
–verb (used with object), verb (used without object)
10. to wish; desire; like: Go where you will. Ask, if you will, who the owner is.

Your Will My Command.

What Is Meant By Faith

2008-08-27T06:57:00.002+08:00

葉蒨文 - 焚心以火

It is 6.18am. I woke up at 5.58am, 'auto wake-up'. Never had any dream. 'Sad', this song was with me, and 'this matter' 'perturbed' me.

Sally Lim asked for compensation, damages made to her. Who is Sally Lim? Her face? Her photo? Her designation if she said she is the director of Biofocus? What has she done to my family?

Richard always don't believe what I say, my husband. He might nod his head finally to 'agree' with me, but who can understand the family better? Yesterday, he shouted at Clara, I was busy here, 'fighting' this warfare.

Regardless of where I go, High Court or Supreme Court or what Colombo Court, or whatever court. Think I am scared? God is with me. There is nothing I shall fear.

This is a photo shot of what this person Sally Lim had written to me, to my email. What have I to fear? What have I to lose? I use nick, I hide my identity, to prevent identity theft. I was a thief, I was a killer, I was a sinner, but I 'see God'! I reconciled with God, Jesus, and Followed Jesus. Thank You Jesus!

Come, see my real name now. Peace Bella is in fact Theresa Lim Poh Choo. Who scare who? You work in Lawyer firm many years, are you a lawyer? I will tell you my experience also. If you have not read all my blogs.

Do you know how to write a proper email or send a proper email?

If I am so stupid, everybody cannot trust God already! Who is the only person in this world who died on the cross? Who is the person who shed blood for the whole world? Do you know?

# BIO FOCUS INTERNATIONAL PTE LTD Says:
August 26th, 2008 at 3:55 am e

Bio Focus will proceed the case to the High Court for “Lim Poh Choo” posting libellous allegations. The lawyer cost in High Court 20k and daily damages shall claim together.

You may proceed any evidences shown in the web that people like you can use any nick name to write what you want.

You may enagage your own lawyer in High Court and Bio Focus will show all the true certificate of award and therapy to representing lawyer.

You are free to write what you claim is true and shall gather all your libellous allegations in the web.

You are allowed to write what you wish too and Bio Focus is also allow to sue for libellous allegations on you.

For your info, Singapore government too has sued people for libellous allegations for what you have commented.

You commented you have worked in many places example mount e hospital etc…And for your info, I have worked in Lawyer Firm for many years. And for your info,what true certificate or diploma in Beauty for all the areas from me Lim Sally,I will show to High Court. I am the director of Bio Focus International Pte Ltd and also the trainer of Bio Focus.

The Products of Bio Focus and ingredients too have submitted for notification to government “HSA” by HSA rules and regulations.

Plus the investment $400 000 for 3 levels shops 4800sqf for renovation,machines,others and Bio Focus current clients feedback survey form.

So what else you want in our services, or your unreasonable remarks even on others like Qinghua primary teacher also want to sue you.

Hereby,now onwards I shall let my lawyer handle the case.

LIM SALLY

My words
What is your qualification, Sally Lim? I am writing to just an 'anonymous' name also. You know my face, you have all my full particulars, you have everything, my information, is this fair to customers who are treated like the way you do to me? That I don't know, and I have even no right to say that to you. Who am I? You think I am a judge? I am a commoner, your customer!

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Apostle of Jesus

2008-08-25T17:17:00.000+08:00

I am very sad, not because of my life, but because of how the media had 'deceived' people. Should the 'media' come and sue me then? Hey, what is education? I am brought up here in Singapore, right from kindergarten to university. And I had learned about being honest, true to self, strive for progress, and also the pledge of teachers... Who are the teachers? Am I not a teacher after I left school? I am my children's teacher. A person who teach us something is our teacher. My mother is also my teacher. There is always something to learn from someone else. My children is also my teacher. It is all an exchange of relevant information.

23rd August 2008: Woodlands Interchange -- These are the birds on the slope, at the side of Woodlands Interchange, all the birds flying, flapping, 'playing'...

I was so surprised to see all so many birds gathered at the green pasture or the grassland of the Woodlands Interchange. It was not like that before. Nobody seemed to notice anything, any difference. Everything they said 'is normal', but it is not! It is different! The birds are 'celebrating', 'enjoying' and it is a victory won... the evil will be 'cast away'.

News of the two boys fell mysteriously at Bedok on The New Paper 24 August 2008

As I was walking along the bus lane, going to board the bus, I saw people reading the chinese newspaper -- the headlines were two school boys from Bedok fell down from their house's windows. My response was automatic, it just happened naturally... tears filled my eyes, I was filled with 'grief' over the news.

Bought The New Paper at Seven-Eleven store, after sending the children for catechism class.

On the way to the church, I saw cranes on the open grassland at the usual place where I passed by. I looked out for Puma, but no Puma.

Saw this "Zam Zeng Female Cat" (Multiple hybrid Female Cat) just at the t-junction of the road... it was a white cat with patches of brown and grey on it.

Today the church celebrates 21st Sunday of the year, Peter The Rock. Jesus gave Peter the keys of the kingdom of heaven. It was by the grace of God(symbolise by the white cranes), and Jesus that I am now reconciled with God, and my sins forgiven...

After church, it was drizzling. We walked home. Despite the drizzle, this cat "Zam Zeng Female Cat" (Multiple hybrid female cat) was there. Just before this cat, I saw a creme colour cat (or orange-brown) at the void deck of the flat where I normally see Puma. As soon as we caught sight of her, and she knew us (the timing is just right), the "Zam Zeng Female Cat" rolled, displaying all her tits under her body. It was amazing. She 'rolled' for a few times. I wondered if that is what the people called it 'Lordotic' or what. Anyway, it was really puzzling and how wonderful the creation of God.

I understood what I saw. For the whole night, I could not sleep, but pondered about such matters, all that I had seen...

To see more pictures and video of Woodlands Interchange

written 25 August 2008, 5.11pm

Words Become Flesh

2008-08-21T14:36:00.000+08:00

In the beginning was the Word:
the Word was with God
and the Word was God.
He was with God in the beginning.
Through him all things came to be, not one thing had its being but through him.
All that came to be had life in him and that life was the light of men,
a light that shines in the dark,
a light that darkness could not overpower.

A man came, sent by God.
His name was John.
He came as a witness, as a witness to speak for the light,
so that everyone might believe through him. He was not the light, only a witness to speak for the light.

The Word was the true light that enlightens all men;
and he was coming into the world. He was in the world
that had its being through him,
and the world did not know him.
He came to his own domain and his own people did not accept him.
But to all who did accept him
he gave power to become children of God,
to all who believe in the name of him
who was born not out of human stock
or urge of the flesh or will of man
but of God himself.
The Word was made flesh,
he lived among us, and we saw his glory,
the glory that is his as the only Son of the Father, full of grace and truth.

John appears as his witness. He proclaims:
"This is the one of whom I said:
He who comes after me
ranks before me because he existed before me".

Indeed, from his fulness we have, all of us, received --
yes, grace in return for grace,
since though the Law was given through Moses,
grace and truth have come through Jesus Christ.
No one has ever seen God;
it is the only Son, who is nearest to the Father's heart,
who has made him known.
~ The Gospel According to John, Prologue

Words come alive........ words from God.... it is my 'achievement'....

Every cloud has a silver lining.... I swear, I am telling the truth, no defamation, no purpose of defamation at all for Biofocus International Pte Ltd....

Who was John?
Early christian writers, such as Irenaeus of Lyons and Cyrillus of Alexandria, attributed the fourth Gospel to the apostle John and his disciples, living in Ephesus at the end of the 1st Century AD.

The general opinion is that the author is the one who identified himself as 'the disciple Jesus loved'. This self-effacing, contemplative disciple was rather different from the John "Son of thunder" described in the other Gospels. Modern scholars surmise that the author of the fourth Gospel could be another disciple, also named John. He was probably of Judean, not Galilean, origin and familiar with the priestly community, since he knew the high priest.

What is certain is that John, traditionally known as the 'theologian', was the Evangelist who best explained the incarnation of the son of God. According to John, Jesus strongly asserted his divinity by using the expression "I AM" -- the transcription of the name of God revealed to Moses -- on several occasions. Jesus had been made man to wrest humankind from the power of the 'prince of this world'. Jesus proved his love for his Father by suffering crucifixion. All who believed in him would be reborn to eternal life over which death would have no more power.

Because of the keenness of his vision, John is symbolically represented by an eagle.

For whom did John write his Gospel?
John was writing for the Christians in Ephesus and neighbouring congregations. These communities were torn by two disputes:
- One between the disciples of John the Baptist and the disciples of Jesus. The former held that their master was greater than Jesus. Had not John baptized Jesus? For some, this was proof that John had authority over Jesus.

Matthew and Luke had already made reference to this dispute. John wrote in no uncertain terms that John the Baptist paid homage to Jesus.

- There was another conflict between Jewish converts to Christianity and Jewish leaders. From 80-90 AD, Jews who acknowledged Jesus as the Messiah promised in the Scriptures were barred from the synagogues.

There is evidence in the Gospel according to John of contacts with the Samaritans and the Essenes.

Assumption of Mary

2008-08-19T09:43:00.000+08:00

9.09am, 19th August 2008. The weather turns cool, the clouds grey now. I heard the coo-coo bird, saying,"crooo coo - croo -coo....." it is the familiar 'coo-coo' sound..... the peaceful dove.

I was about to write this:

14th August 2008, Thursday 8pm Mass at St Anthony Church

Puma was sitting at the Pillar on my way to the church.

On this day, Mary was taken body and soul up to heaven... the Immaculate Virgin, She is ‘clearly the mother of the members of Christ’…since she has by her charity joined in bringing about the birth of believers in the Church...

I 'gave up' my belief, my 'association' with the church, my 'faith', when there was problems in my marriage. I stopped praying, I stopped 'talking' to Jesus....

It was Jesus who answered my prayer again.... It was Jesus, My faithful friend, who helped me, and saved me from all my sins, and helped me see the truth of life, to see Light again.

I was a sinner, a great sinner, the greatest sinner, a mother who killed her own child. How silly of me. How cruel of me to kill an innocent life in my womb (not knowing that is killing a life), thinking it is 'alright' to do it, since my sister did it one time, two times, and three times...

Woes to me. How can I be so selfish? It is still killing! It is murder, manslaughter, and homicide. I would have gone to purgatory, having no everlasting life, having to meet the devil (darkness) and see no light, BUT it was my baptism, my faith with Jesus, grace from God that saves me. How can I not be grateful to my Saviour, my LORD, my GOD, the one true God on earth!

On 15th August, the actual day of Assumption of Blessed Virgin Mary, the special 'mutated lizard' came to my room. It showed me that I was persecuted... Richard said I made a mountain out of a molehill... I told everybody what all this means, but he always laughed at me. But this is real, what I gone through, I know it.

Saturday, I went to mass. I went to confession... Despite all my fear, my heart going to jump out..... I do not want to sin again.

Time of Harvest

2008-08-06T17:49:00.000+08:00

Photo taken on 3rd August 2008, 3pm, on the way home after children finished catechism class.

Puma cat lying inside the orange fence, beside the Gondola.

Close-up photo of Puma lying on the floor beside the gondola
But you are a shield around me, O LORD; you bestow glory on me and lift up my head. ~ Psalm 3:3 (A psalm of David. When he fled from his son Absalom.)

The Lord is my protection. Jesus protects me. My mother always told us to ask the priests to bless us when we were young... indeed... this is the real meaning of 'bless'.

At Causeway Point, we saw these two pigeons, one white and one black.....
Pairs of all creatures that have the breath of life in them came to Noah and entered the ark. ~ Genesis 7:14-16

This pigeon using its beak, 'pecking' on the floor, eating grains or looking for food?

The LORD God formed the man from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living being. ~ Genesis 2:6-8

Fire don't know from where, but later we found out it was from Sungei Kadut (Factory Fire)

I am going to bring floodwaters on the earth to destroy all life under the heavens, every creature that has the breath of life in it. Everything on earth will perish. ~ Genesis 6:16-18

Everything on dry land that had the breath of life in its nostrils died. ~Genesis 7:21-23

Clara picked up some berries of the Tembusu tree from the grass

It's Harvest Time: Separating the sheep from the goat
Before we went up the lift, I saw the Tembusu tree, full of fruits, the whole tree. This is the first time I had seen the fruits of Tembusu tree. Last time, the last time I noticed this tembusu tree and it flowered was with Pokemon.....flowered, but no fruit.....

In his hand is the life of every creature and the breath of all mankind. ~ Job 12:9-11

The Last Judgment

2008-08-05T12:52:00.000+08:00

When the Son of man shall come in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, then shall he sit upon his glorious throne, and before him shall be gathered all nations. And he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divides his sheep from the goats. He shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left.

Then the King shall say to those on his right hand,"Come, you blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the beginning of the world. For I was hungry, and you gave me food. I was thirsty and you gave me drink. I was a stranger, and you took me in. I was sick and you visited me. I was in prison and you came to me."

Then shall the righteous answer him, saying,"Lord, when did we see you hungry, and feed you? Or thirsty, and give you drink? When did we see you a stranger, and take you in? Or naked, and clothe you? Or when did we see you sick, or in prison, and come to you?"

And the King shall answer and say to them,"Truly I tell you, in as much as you have done it to one of the least of these my brothers, you have done it to me.

Then he shall also say to those on his left hand, "Be off, you accursed ones, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels. For I was hungry and you did not feed me, thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink. I was a stranger and you did not take me in. I was naked and you did not clothe me. I was sick and in prison and you did not visit me.

Then they too will answer him, saying,"Lord, when did we see you hungry, thirsty or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not help you?"

Then shall he answer them saying,"Truly I say to you, inasmuch as you did not do it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did not do it to me."

"And these shall go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal life."

16 June 2008: The Sacred Heart Moved Out of position, moved so far away from the normal position, and stood standing in the direction as shown — towards the window: LIGHT

On 5th July 2008, the Sacred heart turned again.... as shown in the picture above. I came to discovered the date of birth of founder of Singapore, Sir Stamford Raffles was born on this day and died on this day.... 5th July....

The Unemployed Workers
The Wise and the Fool bridesmaids
The End of Time
The parable of the talent

Jesus And The Disciples

2008-08-04T18:28:00.000+08:00

As Jesus went out of the temple, one of his disciples said to him,"Look, Master, at these stones and these buildings!"

He said,"As for these things which you see, the days shall come when there shall not be left one stone upon another that has not been thrown down."

And as he sat upon the Mount of Olives, his disciples came to him privately, saying,"Tell us. When shall these things be? And what shall be the sign of your coming and of the end of the world?"

And Jesus answered and said to them,"Take care that no man deceives you. For many shall come in my name saying,"I am Christ," and shall deceive many. You shall hear of wars and rumours of wars, but see that you do not become troubled, for all these things must come to pass. This is not the end yet.

"For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There shall be famines and pestilences and earthquakes in different places. All this is the beginning of sorrows. Then there shall be great troubles such as there have not been since the beginning of the world, troubles that there never have been and there never shall be. And unless those days were to be shortened, no living things could be saved. But for the sake of my chosen ones, those days shall be shortened."

"The sun shall be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light, and the stars shall fall from heaven, and the powers of the heavens shall be shaken. Then the sign of the Son of Man shall appear in the heavens, and then shall all the tribes of the earth mourn. And they shall see the Son of Man coming in the clouds of heaven with power and great glory. And he shall send his angels with a great sound of a trumpet, and they shall gather together his chosen ones form the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other.

Now learn a lesson from the fig tree: When its branch is still tender and puts forth leaves, you know that summer is near. So likewise you, when you see all these things, know that it is near, even at the doors.

This is the secret seed that grow into a plant, the fig plant at the door of St Anthony's Church, my church.

This is the staircase, leading to this door.

At the side of the door is the glass window, with the stained glass of Jesus. This was the door where the bird flew in one day....

This is the coming of the Lord Jesus, the stained glass inside the church.

Truly I say to you, this generation shall not pass until all these things are fulfilled. Heaven and earth shall pass away, but my words shall not pass away. No man knows the day and the hour, not even the angels of heaven, but my Father only. Watch therefore, for you do not know what hour your Lord will come. But know this, that if the man of the house had known what time the thief would come, he would have watched and would not have allowed his house to be broken into.

Therefore, be ready also. For at the time when you do not think it, the Son of Man is coming. Blessed is the servant whom his lord shall find doing his duty when he comes. Truly I tell you, he shall make him ruler over his goods."

Unfailing Love of God

2008-07-30T15:11:00.000+08:00

It is all destined, destined and carefully planned by God. The time is come, the time has come and the time is here that I know him. I once asked on my bed... "Who is God? What is God? Why got Jesus and God?" I went to church. They always say "Lord" and "God". I don't even understand what is "Lord" and what is "God".

Friends asked me,"Do you know that Jesus can heal people?" Some asked,"Christian got celebrate Dumpling Festivals and Lantern Festivals one meh?" Still some more said,"Do you know that Christian says Jesus will come again?" My tuition kid told me about Armageddon. What kind of Christian am I? I don't know anything! It was such a 'disgrace'. Do I call myself Christian, Catholic, BORN CATHOLIC, but don't know anything about being a catholic and don't know anything about what I am doing at all!

The first official place of work, Mount Elizabeth Hospital. The people I worked with, the names of the people I knew, and NOW, it was very clear. Names are HOLY, ALL is destined. Many things I had seen. The kind of people I came across and worked with... Over there, I met 'the real Catholic', at least more 'real' than me. What a 'disgrace', a real disgrace, and I did not even know how to talk so fluently and 'naturally' like them...

A Laughing Stock
Yes, the family is 'broken', all the 'bonds' and 'links' weakened year after year. What kind of Christian and what kind of Catholic are we? The family placed the statues of Jesus, Mary and Joseph. They buy altar, they buy flowers, they buy gold even for the 'statues' to wear. But they hardly go to church, and they NEVER go to church now.

Laugh, MOCK, LAUGH ALL YOU CAN
I am a UNIVERSITY GRADUATE, 'Da Xue Sheng' (大学生) my sister always said. Sarcastic remarks about 大学生 I have heard a lot. These are stabbing wounds. How many people can understand the plight of me.

Friends
What are friends? What are family? Trust. Who can we TRUST? ONLY GOD can we trust. Who are my friend(s)?

In God We Trust

On Friday, 25th July 2008, the children went to church for Reconciliation Service. It was drizzling and we walked instead of cycling. Despite the floor being wet, we still met Puma by SURPRISE. We were wondering,"Do you think my friend would be here?"

We were so happy that Puma cat was at the pavement, the place where I had met him on the day Gregory Yong died.... the same place. But on this evening, Puma was lying on the floor. I did not take a photo of him, but said to him,"Hi Puma, you must wait for me hor, later see you again, after church ok?" These are pictures of Puma, my faithful friend, heavenly friend, taken after Church.

Grace I Found

2008-07-27T18:25:00.000+08:00

26th July 2008, on the way to St Anthony Church for evening Mass.

This is one of the white crane which I took a picture of. There were so many white cranes on the field, the usual place where we always cycled... the slope we cycled and the place we meet Puma, the place I fell down (to shun from the hanging worm), and the place where I saw the frog..... this block of flat here is also the flat which I had 'dealt' with years back when I was in property. This is all destiny.... this is the 'sacred' place.

26th July 2008: white cranes and mynas on the field, began to fly about when I was taking photographs

In this rare found grassland, rare 'open field', precious piece of land in Singapore, first time, first time I saw white cranes, not one, not two, but many, MANY white cranes. The previous week, 19th July, after church, on this same piece of land, we saw so many birds flying and some birds flying to the Rain Tree, all flying so happily. So amazing scene...

Just as I was taking pictures, a white crane flew from the field, away from the rest. It was such a beautiful scene. The bird flying in front of me, flipping its wings, the bird in flight. It was so nice. It flew from the direction of East to West, from my right to the left, flying across the road. I was so filled with awe and wonder!

It's Grace I found. This is Grace, another Gift from God! I am so touch, my life is full of blessings, blessings by God. God loves me so much...... Thank You Jesus, Thank You God.

What is Grace?
I know Grace as people's names. I come across a few 'Grace'. They are my ex-tenants, my husband's collegues and they are still my friends. But I never know the meaning of grace.

I know of the song 'Amazing Grace', and I love the song. Ricsson also asked me for the meaning of Grace. I could not answer him. But now, I think I can sense it..... it is really Amazing Grace, a gift from God.

Taken from the Catechism of the Catholic Church, Grace is:

Grace is favour, the free and undeserved help that God gives us to respond to his call to become children of God, adoptive sons, partakers of the divine nature and of eternal life.

Grace is a participation in the life of God. It introduces us into the intimacy of Trinitarian life: by Baptism, the Christian participates in the grace of Christ, the Head of his Body.

The Grace of Christ is the gratuitous gift that God makes to us of his own life, infused by the Holy Spirit into our soul to heal it of sin and to santify it. It is the sanctifying or deifying grace received in Baptism. It is in us the source of the work of sanctification:

Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has passed away, behold, the new has come. All this is from God, who through Christ reconciled us to himself.

Grace is first and foremost the gift of the Spirit who justifies and sanctifies us. The preparation of man for the reception of grace is already a work of grace.

Indeed we also work, but we are only collaborating with God who works, for his mercy has gone before us. It has gone before us so that we may be healed, and follows us so that once healed, we may be given life; it goes before us so that we may be called, and follows us so that we may be glorified; it goes before us so that we may live devoutly, and follows us so that we may always live with God: for without him we can do nothing.

written on 30 July 2008

The New and Everlasting Covenant

2008-07-26T17:19:00.000+08:00

'Stolen' this four o'clock flower plant at Fu Shan Garden on last Sunday, 20th July 2008

Today is another special day. This four o'clock plant flowered, one beautiful orange flower! But I want to confess. This four 0'clock flower plant is not my plant. It was 'stolen' from Fu Shan Garden.... I had 'stolen' numerous plants, some with roots, some with no roots. No roots, it would naturally died, unless the plant can be propagated by stem. As for these four o'clock flower plant, no roots surely die! But this small four o'clock plant which I had 'stolen', one was with roots and one without. Surprisingly, first time, really first time. Even without roots, BOTH plants SURVIVED, and it was exactly one week, now it flowered...

Energy cannot be destroyed. Energy is passed on from one person to another, from one source to another. This is what I learn in Physics. Physics, something which I had never 'touched' since Secondary School....

It was Richard's birthday yesterday, 25th July. It was the death of Randy Paush on this day as well!

Richard's Birthday
On this day, 25th July, we went to church -- have to arrive there by 7.30pm. The children have to attend Reconciliation Service. On the way to church, we met Puma Cat. Clara stroked Puma, and we continued our journey to the church.

Whenever we walked past the slope, we would now always guess whether Puma would be there a not. That night, Clara again asked,"Do you think your friend would be there?"

I said,"Don't know."

Clara said,"Yes."

True enough, we saw Puma waiting in front of us later on.

Took a quick picture of Puma on the way to church, blurred...

"Te Pei" (teochew, meaning the sky turned, everything turned, everything changed)

After church, Puma was waiting for us on the grass, on the right side of the pavement. I asked the children to take a picture with Puma. The children stood behind Puma. Now, Puma rolled over, with a purr. How amazing it was.

The New and Everlasting Covenant
Puma cat is my faithful friend. Though we never met before, but we are all creation of God. He 'knows' me and I 'know' him...

Questions are the answers!
This is a gift which even Money cannot buy. A 'gift' which is between me and God..... 'Blessed' is he or 'blessed' is me? Our God is a humourous God!

written on 30 July 2008

Abraham

2008-07-23T14:38:00.000+08:00

Dream of Abraham today, 23rd July 2008....

Abraham is one of the outstanding individuals of the Old Testament. God spoke to him personally, actually visited him in his home, and even considered him a friend. And Abraham loved God. He obeyed him, served him, and was even willing to sacrifice his son to prove his faith. Abraham is a biblical superhero, richly deserving a place in the Old Testament Hall of Fame.

God, creator of the splendors of the universe, wished to associate humans with His plans and His life. People were unwilling to trust Him. They wanted to decide by themselves what was good and what was evil.

To remedy this disorder, it was necessary for God to make Himself better known. He chose a people to whom He would reveal Himself. This people recognizes itself in the faith of the patriarch Abraham. Down the generations, the tale is told of how Abraham rejected the idols and listened to the voice of God. He came to know a God very different from the gods dreamed up by men, a God who wished to extend His blessings to all the families on earth.

Abram, which was his original name before God changed it, left Ur in Mesopotamia(known today as Iran) with his father Terah. His first settled in Haran(nowadays Turkey), then set off for the land of Canaan with his wife Sarai and his nephew Lot. He was a traveler and a nomad. God chose him to be the founding father of his chosen people, thereby promising him that he would be the father of a multitude of descendents. With that covenant, God then renamed him Abraham and his wife, Sarah, and promised them a son, whom they would name Isaac, a sign of God's covenant.

The story of Abraham, an endless subject of meditation for his descendants, tells us that faith is a trusting abandon to someone who inspires certainty, someone we find because that person has been looking for us. Abraham died at a very old age and was buried in Hebron. His name appears seventy-five times in the New Testament.

Doing The Will of God

2008-07-22T22:05:00.000+08:00

Menstruation and Rain would not deter me from going to the church. It rained and my menstruation came in the morning. Richard said,"Now Jesus is first already!" He always wanted to find 'excuse' not to go church.

Laugh, you can laugh, you can say anything you want about my family. You can say anything you want, you can say I am abnormal or autistic or whatever you like. I am telling you about my life not for your mockery, but to tell you how much God loves everyone of us.

Today, Richard even said about the members of 'Emmanuel worship' group of people. I observed that as well. But it is for 'this reason' that we are all here to learn. Right now, I do not want to mention anything about this group of people yet, since it was only a few times that I went there (but out of this few times, I saw 'something' and Richard said it today. I did not mention anything about it, but he is always the very observant one...)

On Saturday, this is one of the many songs sang in the church. The songs made the mass lively, otherwise it would be so boring. It is the song that touches the heart, with all the meaningful words followed by the words of God -- Somehow I will 'catch' something, and that is perhaps how God communicate with me.

Holy Communion Hymn

In the stillness of the dark
I will call you;
You will know My voice
through whisper of your name
In the quiet of the darkness ....

This is not the first time I heard this hymn. The first time I heard, I was touched. The moment of touch is so special. It can make your tears dropped. The 'sudden' recalling of memories came automatically. This is perhaps how things are worked -- otherwise I would not rewind my memories and I would not remember 'those days' 'those moment'.

I asked Jehovah Witness, last time God spoke to people. Why God did not speak to people now?
I was lucky that I did not follow the wrong religion. I wandered, but was found again. I had an encounter with God and I was convinced that Jesus was dead and on the third day he was resurrected. He had raised Lazarus on the fourth day of his death...

I don't have much photographs of my room, how I wish I can have so that I can look back at my room...

This was my room in Boon Lay. Many things happened in this room before... During one of the night, when I was alone, I heard people calling me. I told my mother. She asked me to ignore them. That was the only time I heard my name called. (this hymn reminded me of this incident where my name was called).... Many strange things happened in this room as well...

Here I Am

Here I am, here I am,
I come to do your will.

You did not seek offerings or sacrifice.
You opened my eyes to see,
My ears to hear
Yes, I will come to do your will!

Champion Leader

2008-07-19T14:33:00.000+08:00

Today I woke up with another dream, a nice dream of a beautiful house I seen... it was the house or Light of Mary. My sister also told me about the 'light' that shines.... one of the angel's wings dropped. She saw angels in the air which nobody would want to believe her. But I first time heard her saying these words...

Was it the influence of last night which make me dream? Perhaps. Even so, it is all related to dog also. It is all stories of dogs and cats...

From far, I could see his face, the face of Pope John Paul II, even though it was small from far and not so clear. I was very eager to know what was written on it. Soon I stood up and came forward to see the details on it. Joseph came to me, told me how privileged they were to have this certificate --written on it : "The Holy Father paternally imparts His Apostlic Blessing to Mr and Mrs XX and family as a pledge of heavenly favours."

The bottom 'basilica', the pillars, all so 'familiar'. Watching the videos of St Paul and St Peter, I had seen the greatest church in the world, St Peter's Basilica in Rome. I was so surprised that the Pillars, the colour of the building and even the shape of it, was so similar to my dream. I still remember I was standing at the left side of one 'wing', observing the priests wearing purple, listening to song in the church. There was a big bat with a big mouth flying in front of me...

She is such a quiet dog, so quiet until no sound of her barking at all, not a single sound.

Joseph and his wife were such friendly people. They even have snacks for us -- fried Bee Hoon, muffins and drinks (soft drinks and milk tea). I saw pork in the Bee Hoon and did not feel like eating. I heard the muffin was very sweet and so did not eat. And also I don't feel like eating, and also partly 'pai seh', everything little, and really don't feel like eating only. Clara could not finish drink and I finished up for her.

Just then, as I was standing at the junction of dining table and living room, the dog came out. So surprised to know they have dog at home, not a single sound from the dog, even after I left the house.

I carried the dog, the smell of the dog so strong, real smell of the dog, but different from Cebest. I think, just like human beings, different people have different smell. Different dog also has different smell. The dog is so soft, so furry, so adorable. Joseph said she is a Shih Tzu. I carried it for so long, and I looked at its fur. Suddenly, I the fur which my eyes saw in front of me... brought images of the dog lying on the floor at Belinda's house.... in my dream. In the dream, I did not see the dog's face at all. It was 'sprawling' on the floor, the fur beige, just like this dog, so long, so furry, so well-groomed. I never even touched the dog in the dream...

Back View of the dog I saw in the dream, without the face...

As I 'relate' the dream, wanting to know if it was really this dog, I tried looking at the dog in its back view like that. But it did not lie down on the floor. This is sitting position, and so it looked different. On the camera, the fur also changed its colour. But it was really the same colour as the one I had seen in my dream. Joseph also talked about 'Bishan', I think his brother or somebody; and in the same dream, it was Bishan I dreamed of also.... Bishan is also the place....... this is all destiny....really Every Dog Has Its Day......you gain some you lose some...

It's so hard to keep so many things in my heart. It is even harder to know and don't know how to tell... we are all so blessed to have well perfect bodies to be able to see, hear, talk, sense and feel....

Saint Paul

2008-07-14T08:42:00.000+08:00

Saint Paul of Tarsus

Saint Paul, The Apostle
Feast Day: 29th June

Saul of Tarsus

Born: c. 3 as Saul at Tarsus, Cilicia (Modern Turkey)
Died: c. 65 beheaded at Rome, Italy

Patron Saint of: Catholic Action, Lay people, Evangelists, Authors

St Paul, Apostle of the Gentiles, was converted from Judaism on the road to Damascus. After his Baptism, he went to Arabia, to prepare himself for his future missionary activity. Returning to Damascus, he preached in the synagogues that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God. For this, he incurred the hatred of the Jews and had to flee from the city. He then went to Jerusalem to see Peter, the head of the Church.

Later he went back to his native Tarsus, to evangelize his own province until called by Barnabus to Antioch. After one year, on the occasion of a famine, both Barnabus and Paul were sent with alms to the poor Christian community at Jerusalem. Soon after this, Paul and Barnabus made the first missionary journey, visiting the island of Cypress, then Pamphylia, Pisidia and Lycaonia, all in Asia Minor, and establishing churches at Pisidian Antioch, Iconium, Lystra, and Derbe.

With the company of Silas, Timothy and Luke, Paul made his second missonary journey, first revisiting the churches previously established by him in Asia Minor, and then passing through Galatia. At Troas he had a vision, which impressed him as a call from God to evangelize in Macedonia. He accordingly sailed for Europe, and preached the Gospel in Philippi, Thessalonica, Beroea, Athens, and Corinth. Then he returned to Antioch.

On his third missionary journey, Paul visited nearly the same regions as on the second trip and including Ephesus, the centre of his missionary activity. Persecutions by the Jews hindered him from making another trip. After two years of imprisonment at Caesarea he finally reached Rome, where he was kept another two years in chains. Paul was released from his Roman imprisonment after two years, and then traveled to Spain, the East, and back to Rome, where he was imprisoned a second time and in the year 67, was beheaded.

St Paul shows himself to be a profound religious thinker and has had an enduring formative influence in the development of Christianity.

Christians invited to birthplace of St. Paul

Saint Peter

2008-07-13T00:32:00.000+08:00

St Peter

Born: as Simon
Died: c64 crucified upside down

Feast day: 29 June

Patron of: Universal Church, Pope, Foot Problems

Simon Peter, the first pope, Prince of the Apostles, and founder, with St Paul, of the see of Rome. Peter, and his brother St Andrew, sons of John, worked as fishermen on lake Genesareth. He was introduced to Jesus by St Andrew, and Christ called Peter to become a disciple. In Luke, the story that Peter caught large amount of fish that he fell down before the feet of Jesus and the Lord told him,"Do not be afraid; from now on you will be catching men." Jesus also gave Simon a new name: Cephas, or the rock. Becoming a disciple of Jesus, Peter acknowledged him as "... the Messiah, the son of the living God". Christ responded by saying:"....you are Peter and upon this rock I will build my church"..."I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven. Whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven; and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven".

Peter stood as the head of the Apostles, his position made evident in the Acts. He appointed the replacement of Judas Iscariot; he spoke first to the crowds that had assembled after the descent of the Holy Spirit at Pentecost; he was the first Apostle to perform miracles in the name of the Lord; and he rendered judgment upon the deceitful Ananias and Sapphira. Peter was instrumental in bringing the Gospel to the Gentiles. He baptized the Roman pagan Cornelius, and at the Council of Jerusalem he gave his support to preaching to Gentiles, thereby permitting the new Church to become universal. Imprisoned by King Herod Agrippa, he was aided in an escape by an angel. He then resumed his apostolate in Jerusalem and his missionary efforts included travels to such cities of the pagan world as Antioch, Corinth, and eventually Rome.

Peter died in Rome and that his martyrdom came during the reign of Emperor Nero, probably in 64. He was crucified on the Vatican Hill upside down declaring his unworthiness to die in the same manner as the Lord. Buried on Vatican Hill, and excavations under St Peter's Basilica have unearthed his probable tomb, and his relics are now enshrined under the high altar of St Peter's. Besides his feast day, 29th June , he is also honoured on 22nd February and 18th November. In liturgical art, he is depicted as an elderly man holding a key and a book. His symbols include an inverted cross, a boat, and the cock.

St. Peter's Basilica in Rome

St Peter's Basilica, Vatican City, Rome, Italy

God Has Spoken

2008-07-12T01:55:00.001+08:00

First in the morning was the sound of the door bell, concurrently with the dream of 'scripture reading' which awoken me. It was Jesus again at the door. But I was too scared to go out to open the door.

Next, at Causeway Point, I told the children,"Today the clouds looked so different, so beautiful." The sky was filled with very special clouds -- the clouds seemed to be 'feathery'. At one part, it was all white, and at the other side, it was greyish. It was so amazing, how the sky differs from one part to another, within such a small distance (just around Causeway Point). Ricsson talked about Global warming and how the earth would be destroyed.... I asked him,"Is it Global warning or Global warming?"

After Causeway Point, we cycled to the church. I had not seen Puma for almost a week or more. Never expect to see him today. But Clara asked me this question at the usual place where we always see Puma. Just as she asked, I saw Puma inside the Construction Site, as shown below:

How she managed to go in, why would he want to go in there?

Today, all the birds were flying around, all the birds are working for God as well, not to say Puma! As soon as I saw Puma, he started licking his paw. When I took a video of him, he started to 'clean' his body. Whenever we talked, he would move his ears.

Puma licking his paw.

The lost sheep, carried on the shoulder of Christ....the door to LIGHT

In the church, I saw that the bell was again not put on yet. When I settled down, I saw the altar boy opened the door (with the picture of Jesus carrying the lamb above the door). Everything happened so fast, I did not see how the bird came in. A bird suddenly flew in, flapping its wings and went beside the statue of St Joseph. Next, it flew to the choir. Then it flew to the altar place, behind the big 'Statue of Jesus'.

The bird looked so much like a sandpiper. Two strange birds appeared to me before, really very strange one especially the one at Fu Shan Garden several years back. It was like a 'stone', motionless and looked weird, and I thought it was a 'fake' bird, but later it moved... Now, this bird, which I did not see in details, but from afar, the seventh row of seat from the front, really looked like the shape of the sandpiper.... Anything can happen, miracle do exist....

Called To Serve

2008-07-10T18:29:00.001+08:00

This was a 'frightful day'. I was awoken with a dream, a dream that all my teeth dropped out. This was not the first time I dreamed of teeth dropping. Each time I had dreamed of teeth dropping, it was so real. Similarly that of yesterday.

I spent the whole day tidying up my house. Still not finish yet, still got lots of things to clear. Can you imagine the whole house with only one person doing the housecleaning and housekeeping -- One single person to make the house stand, and it is not easy.

A lot of things to do, and I did not know where to start. I claimed I am the ark of salvation. It was 'message' I received from God, I do not know how and what to do either. Having 'no inspiration', but need to 'get things done', I did all the paper filing jobs. At night, I was so touched to see some of my past documents, which I had forgotten.

We are chosen, With Joy We Serve: A Call To Christians --This is only one of the paper which I had found. It was all 'nothing to me', meaningless the last time I had them. But now, all these papers are so precious and they are so meaningful.

Isaiah 42:1-9

First Song of the servant of Yahweh

Part one
Here is my servant whom I uphold, my chosen one in whom my soul delights.
I have endowed him with my spirit that he may bring true justice to the nations.
He does not cry out or shout aloud, or make his voice heard in the streets.
He does not break the crushed reed, nor quench the wavering flame.
Faithfully he brings true justice; he will neither waver, nor be crushed until true justice is established on earth, for the islands are awaiting his law.

Part Two
Thus says God, Yahweh, he who created the heavens and spread them out,
who gave shape to the earth and what comes from it, who gave breath to its people and life to the creatures that move in it:
I, Yahweh, have called you to serve the cause of right;
I have taken you by the hand and formed you;
I have appointed you as covenant of the people and light of the nations,
to open the eyes of the blind,
to free captives from prison, and those who live in darkness from the dungeon.

My name is Yahweh, I will not yield my glory to another, nor my honour to idols.
See how former predictions have come true. Fresh things I now foretell; before they appear I tell you of them.

Born Again In Spirit
I understood what is calling. I often heard people talked about calling in the church, but I just don't understand what is calling. In the church, people said about 'feeling' the presence of God, 'presence of Jesus', but I feel nothing -- really feel nothing, until the day of my conversion, and then ultimately the period of 'spirit reborn', it was magical, the wonders of God, the existence of holy spirit. It was really how mysterious and mystical the spirit can open and 'blind' your eyes...

Saint Anthony Poster from St Anthony Church
I was so happy to find this poster again. This is St Anthony, carrying Baby Jesus. St Anthony is the Saint of Lost Article, which Ricsson told me one day, and the same day, I lost my most treasurable gift(rolex watch)... on the day we need to go St Joseph's Church... I prayed so seriously during the night, when I failed to find my watch. That was nearly after midnight or around midnight already. Finally, after the prayer, I found the watch, I gave thanks to Saint Anthony! I was the lost, the sheep that was lost, but now found again.....

Resurrection And The Life

2008-07-09T09:38:00.000+08:00

Spirit Appeased
Last night, we went downstairs to eat dinner. Walking to the shop, I was so happy to see the butterfly tree blossomed with purple flowers, they were so beautiful. Three butterfly trees, but only one flowered, the first one, and this first one is also the one which I saw the butterfly (the type of butterfly... my grandmother died, the spiritual butterfly)

"Do You Love Me?"
I told Richard, as usual, "You Must Believe", blah blah blah... my 'preaching', what I had dreamed yesterday and what he had experienced yesterday, but he still failed to believe what I say... thinking I am crazy, always uttering nonsense.

'The Last Supper'
Last night, I was feeling very moody. After dinner, we went to Fu Shan Garden for a walk. The children played at the playground, while I walked in the garden at the Durian Tree. I love to go there. There, I saw Garden of Unity, decorated so nicely with Singapore Flag. I saw people, the 'elderly' opening a durian at the pavilion. I strolled in the little garden, feeling 'sad' with unexplainable feeling, with the song 輪流傳, and with the thoughts of Jesus dying to save the world.... I am the one he saved and Ricsson he saved, and my family he blessed..... I was even sadder with lots of 'broken' news I heard...

Jesus Came, Jesus Lives
Went to sleep at about 1.30-2am; and was awoken with a vision, and a message this morning. The vision of Jesus' face, vague at the back of my eyes/brain, and the message "I am the Resurrection and The Life", and the same instance, Ricsson stepped into my room, coming to lie on my bed.

Saviour of The World
Sing Praise To The Lord....So many so many thoughts, reflections and reflections, wonder and wonder... amazed, touched, how great is the love of God for mankind? Thank You Jesus, Thank You God, Thank You all the angels and fairies in the air, which I cannot see, BUT some people's eyes can see...... But still hard to believe what people say, UNTIL, someone close to you also say the same thing, and UNTIL I also experienced the same thing....

The Giver of Life
I took out from my drawer, Ricsson's file. One life saves another lives. It is all a chain reaction. No one can live alone. It is a community that saves. I want to thank the doctors of Mount Alvernia Hospital, and Hope Family Clinic for saving Ricsson's life. All these seems destined, it is fate, and it is the Lord have mercy, Christ Have Mercy....

On the day, 17th May 2008, when I saw this figure the first time, I was so touched.
John 11:25 - Jesus said,"I am the resurrection. If anyone believes in me, even though he dies he will live, and whoever lives and believes in me will never die. Do you Believe this?"

Jesus Resurrection

2008-07-08T15:20:00.000+08:00

Jesus at the home of Mary and Martha

Now a certain man named Lazarus was ill; he was of Bethany, the town of Mary and her sister Martha. So the sisters sent to him, saying,"Lord, your dear friend is ill."

Now when Jesus came, he discovered that Lazarus had been buried four days before. Now Bethany was near to Jerusalem, about two miles away. A number of Jews had come to Martha and Mary to comfort them about their bother. When Martha had the news that Jesus was on the way, she went out to him, but Mary did not go from the house. Then Martha said to Jesus,"Lord, if you had been here my brother would not be dead. But I am certain that even now, whatever request you make to God, God will give it to you." Jesus said to her,"Your brother will come to life again." Martha said to him,"I am certain that he will come to life again when all come back from the dead on the last day."

Jesus said to her,"I am the resurrection and the life. He who has faith in me will have life even if he is dead. No one who is living and has faith in me will ever see death. Is this your faith?" She said to him,"Yes, Lord. My faith is that you are the Christ, the Son of God, who was to come into the world."

And having said this, she went away and said secretly to her sister Mary,"The Master is here and has sent for you." And Mary, hearing this, got up quickly and went to him...

When Mary came to where Jesus was and save him, she bowed down at his feet, saying,"Lord, if you had been here my mother would not be dead." And when Jesus saw her weeping, and saw the Jews weeping who came with her, his spirit was moved and he was troubled. He asked,"Where have you put him?" They replied,"Come and see, Lord." Jesus wept. So the Jews said,"See how dear he was to him!" But some of them said,"This man, who made open the eyes of the blind man, was he not able to keep his friend alive?"

So Jesus, deeply troubled in heart, came to the tomb. It was a hole in the rock, and a stone was over the opening. Jesus said,"Take away the stone." Martha, the sister of him who was dead, said,"Lord, by this time the body will be smelling, for he has been dead four days." Jesus said to her,"Did I not say to you that if you had faith you would see the glory of God?" So they took away the stone.

And Jesus, looking up to Heaven, said,"Father, I give praise to you for hearing me. I was certain that your ears are at all times open to me, but I said it because of these who are here, so that they may see that you sent me." Then he said in a loud voice,"Lazarus, come out!" And he who was dead came out, with linen bands folded tightly about his hands and feet and a cloth about his face. Jesus said to them,"Make him free and let him go."

Then a number of the Jews who had come to Mary and had seen the things which Jesus did believed in him.

Ark of Salvation

2008-07-07T14:13:00.002+08:00

God Lives and Loves : Church of St Francis of Assisi - My God My ALL

I have a dream, a song to sing....

Real Life Experience, For Stubborn People Like Me
You Must Believe, You Must believe in angels, believe in the existence of spirits, believe in the existence of Holy Spirit and Believe in Jesus and the Mother of God, Mary.

Witness With The Real Eyes, See To Believe
Our family is a blessed family. My sister saw Angels when she was young, nobody believes her. She said she told my parents, but they think she is 'dreaming'. I saw 'shadows' moving on the wall, black figures people dancing on the wall, cocktail cups cheering and toasting one night, while sleeping in my mother's room. I told them what I saw and nobody believe also. In the Boon Lay house, many strange things happened....

Victory over evil, Jesus Broke the Power of Death
The truth is out. I am fine now. I conquered evil. I gone through the 'fighting of spirits'. Jesus is the real Living One, the bible story is real, What is written in the bible is facts, all written by author who are inspired by God's words. Most of my posts were deleted. Richard had deleted it for me, for fear of the 'evil spirits'. I did not touch the computer for almost a week or more. But now everything is over and I began to read what I had in my March's post. Those were words which I could not believe I had written, those were over. Of course, I can remember some of it, because it was all so confusing. The time really changed and people don't know. One moment I was lying down, but the next moment, it was different time. Three days, but to me, it was almost a week -- very strange, really very strange, how the holy spirit works and how the time can change (real time on the clock and on the internet). But Richard did not know, and that is why in one day, I can have so many posts, and in one of the post, I had written "it was the fourth day"....

10 years = 1 day; 1 days ~ 2 days, Time Shift, Amazing, Wonder
It seemed so many days, many days, and almost the sixth day already, and I did not eat. I felt so hungry but yet no appetite to eat. Because I thought we are supposed to fast, and cannot eat anything. Richard said I am crazy. He said I mentioned "God gave us Manna, Don't need to eat food"... My energy was draining so low, My body was weak, physically tired, but mentally I was not tired, I just cannot sleep. I want to sleep but cannot. I must see doctor, get some medication.

Evil Spirits In The Air...
I went to the clinic, Blk 818, lots of people. So strange, so many people got sick. Richard was surprised too. We walked to Blk 883, Woodlands North Plaza. Many sick people too. I went to Temasek Clinic, the usual one I went, female doctor. Waited so long. So many sick people, all coughing. I was well, just that I need sleeping pill.

Christ Has Died, Christ Is Risen, Christ Will Come Again
Long story, I have lots to say, lots to tell, and hard to say, not easy to say. But now, I am saved. Most important thing is I am saved, and I must tell, to share with you the Good News. And what I had dreamed today is not without meaning. I dreamed of the red colour brush my mother and me trying to lit, trying to transfer the flame to the candle. It was the message of 'Thank You Mary', the mother of God, standing beside the Church = supporting the church.

It Only Takes A Spark To Get The Fire Going
Jesus saves me. Joseph helped, he is the protector of the church. Mary is the mother of God, loves her own son. She wants to save her son, just like I want to save my son and daughter, and the rest of my family. It is all a chain reaction. I experience it, and now I need to pass the light. The paint brush with light (the ignition) signify painting the picture of light...

Many posts were deleted, but these were not, they were not edited, real from me, during the point of time:

I am The Ark of Salvation : I want to proclaim the mystery of Faith, I want to proclaim the gospel of the word, I want to tell you the story of Jesus, I want to tell you how I know Jesus, how Jesus had saved my life.

Jesus Christ The King

2008-07-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

This morning I dreamed of the 'National Day Boy' and the painting - the green and yellow colour on the drawing paper.... and the pub. In the afternoon, I was eating pumpkin soup and porridge. Prior to that, I had my favourite water-melon. While I had finished eating(but Richard had not), Richard suddenly turned his head, and asked,"Look at the Sacred Heart, you turn har?"

Wow, I was shocked again, really shocked. I asked Clara whether she had turned it a not. As usual, no one had turned it. Ricsson went for National Day Parade Preview. I know him very well, he would not go and touch it either. Anyway, when he came back just now, I asked him, and he confirmed that he did not touch it. The Sacred Heart really really MOVED/ TURNED.

Why Not? When I was young, I used to play those spirit games(碟仙) with my cousins, sister and friends. I mentioned about the scary session with my sister during the one rainy and stormy day. There was another time, more people where involved, and that happens in my room, and the floor was uneven. During that day, our Boon Lay house was very crowded. My mother and her brothers and sisters were playing Mahjong. The children, my cousins and my sister played the "spirit game"(碟仙) on the floor in my room. Frightening experience happened too. The white dish (in which the spirit used to move and tell us the words on it) refused to go home too. The spirit had such great strength that the white dish moved out of the yellow paper. We were so scared because if the white dish did not go back to the paper, it would stay in the room. We started to use strength to push it back. It was so hard, and from floor back to paper was very hard. Later, one of my cousin joined in and finally the white dish went home.

I was not sure if there were really spirits in the air. Ghosts and Spirits, don't know if they were true. But, after what I had gone through, I must say there are indeed evil spirits and such things as Ghosts.

Existence of Spirits
There were indeed evil spirits in the air. The spirits is such a strange thing. We cannot see it. Some people can see it, some cannot. If you tell psychiatrist, they said you are crazy, 'Hallucinating' or having 'Schizophrenia'. But after what I gone through and what I saw in my dream, and what I had seen at the church..... We are all instruments of God, Indeed -- Servants, serving God.

I Am Saved. I Am in God's House now.

Today at the church, I was very touched. At 5.37pm according to my watch, the church bell chimed and we just arrived outside 7-11 at Woodgrove. After that, we walked over as usual. As we were crossing the road, I saw a flock of birds flying above. The way the birds fly are so 'synchronise', their patterns so united, aligning so well, the birds just know how to do it. That is so strange, how smart the birds are.

At the church, it was very unusual. It was dark, and not so much people at the church today. But later, I realised the reason.

Christ Has Died, Christ Is Risen, Christ Will Come Again...

When All The Saints Go Marching In
When I read that We are in God's House, I was so happy. I am saved. Jesus Saved My Life, I conquered evil, Jesus is my Saviour. Today, First Time, I saw Father Terence's Room. I always see Father Cyril's Room, Father Vincent's Room but never see Father Terence's Room before (Richard also know Fr Terence's room, but I did not see, really did not know his room is there). This is how 'blind' and how the holy spirit can 'open' the eyes.

Sister Faustina

2008-07-05T15:15:00.002+08:00

Chaplet of Mercy

This piece of Leaflet was what I had 'picked' and what I had found to have some 'connection' to my dream.

Since the body is dead, but the spirits still live, and the spirits need our help. The spirits appeared to people, and that is how the truth is passed on....

We are Instrument of God

Mercy of God Devotion
Between 1930 and 1938 Christ, Our Lord, appeared to Sister Faustina, a Sister of Mercy in Poland.

On 22nd February 1931, as Sister Faustina relates the experience,"I saw Jesus dressed in a white garment. He held a hand raised in blessing and with the other, He was touching the garment at the breast. From under the garment came two rays of light, one red, the other pale." As she knelt motionless, immersed in cross currents of joy and fear, Our Lord spoke,"Paint a picture according to the vision you see and with the inscription "Jesus I Trust In Thee". I desire that this picture be venerated first in your chapel and then throughout the whole world. The rays on the picture represent the blood and water which gushed forth from the depths of My Mercy when My agonising Heart was opened on the Cross. The pale rays symbolize the water, which justifies the soul; the red rays represent the blood, which is the life of the soul. These rays shield the soul before the wrath of My Father. Fortunate is he who lives in their shelter for the just Hand of God will never reach Him."

He then gave her a short prayer and told her to recite it often,"O Blood and Water, which has gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fount of Mercy for us, I trust in Thee."

Our Lord asked Sister Faustina to pray and to promote the praying of a Chaplet of Mercy, using the Rosary beads for it. Our Lord, asked especially for a Novena, using the Chaplet, to start on Good Friday, the day of mercy, and to end on the first Sunday of Easter: a feast in honour of His Mercy. This novena could be said at other times.

He gave the intentions for the Novena:
1st day -- sinners;
2nd day -- souls of priests and nuns;
3rd day -- faithful and pious;
4th day -- pagans and others ignorant of Him
5th day -- separated brethen;
6th day -- the humble, meek and children
7th day -- those who adore and honour His Mercy;
8th day -- souls in Purgatory
9th day -- the lukewarm and indifferent

Sister Faustina died on 5th October 1938.

From 1940-1959 the Mercy of God Devotion, based on her reported revelations, spread around the world. The Sacred Congregation of the Holy Office ordered it to cease in 1959. But on 15th April 1978, the Sacred Congregation lifted the prohibition -- "being now in possession of many original documents, with vastly different circumstances, and on the petition of many of the Polish Bishops."

The devotion has a powerful meaning for our times.

Jesus Prepares The Disciples

2008-07-04T16:59:00.000+08:00

They were on the road going up to Jerusalem, and Jesus went before them. And as the disciples followed, they were amazed and afraid. Then he called again the twelve and began to tell them what things should happen to him, saying,"Behold, we go up to Jerusalem. The Son of Man shall be delivered to the chief priests and to the scribes, and they shall condemn him to death and shall deliver him to the Gentiles. And they shall mock him, and shall beat him, and shall spit upon him, and shall kill him. And the third day, he shall rise again."

James and John, the sons of Zebedee, came to him saying,"Master, will you do for us whatever we shall desire?" He said to them,"What do you want that I should do for you?"

"Grant us," they said,"That we may sit, one on your right hand and the other on your left hand, in your glory."

But Jesus said to them,"You know not what you ask. Can you drink of the same cup that I drink of, and be baptized with the baptism that I am baptized with?"

They said to him,"We can." And Jesus said to them,"You shall indeed drink of the cup that I drink of, and with the baptism that I am baptized you shall be baptized. But to sit on my right hand and on my left hand is not mine to give, but it shall be given to them for whom it has been prepared."

When the other ten heard it, they began to be much displeased with James and John. But Jesus called them to him and said to them,"You know that they which rule over the Gentiles exercise strong authority over them. But it shall not be so among you: Whoever will be great among you, shall be your servant, and whoever of you will be the greatest, shall be a servant to all. For even the Son of Man came not to be ministered to, but to minister, and to give his life as a ransom for many."

Jesus entered and passed through Jericho. And there was a man named Zaccheus, the chief among the tax collectors, who was rich and who tried to see Jesus, to learn who he was. But he could not because of the crowd, for he was small in size. So he ran ahead and climbed up into a sycamore tree to see him, for he was to pass that way.

When Jesus came to the place, he looked up and saw him and said to him,"Zaccheus, make haste and come down, for today I must stay at your house." And he made haste and came down, and received him joyfully.

When the people saw it, they all murmured saying,"He has gone to be a guest with a man that is sinner." Then Zaccheus stood and said to the Lord,"Behold, Lord, half of my goods I give to the poor. And if I have taken anything from any man by false accusation, I repay him fourfold."

And Jesus said to him,"This day salvation has come to this house, inasmuch as he also is a son of Abraham. For the Son of man has come to seek and to save that which was lost."

Gentile
French word from the Latin gentes, meaning 'of the same race' or, depending on the context and time period, 'foreigner' or 'heathen'. Originally it was a general term for 'nations'; later gentiles were referred to as simply nation members, indicating that they were non-jews, and thus were not considered part of God's chosen people.

Jesus at Home of Mary and Martha; Lazarus Raised From Dead

Gentile
French word from the Latin gentes, meaning 'of the same race' or, depending on the context and time period, 'foreigner' or 'heathen'. Originally it was a general term for 'nations'; later gentiles were referred to as simply nation members, indicating that they were non-jews, and thus were not considered part of God's chosen people.

Blessed Mother of Jesus

2008-07-04T16:56:00.000+08:00

The story of Mary, the Blessed Mother of Jesus, is told in the New Testament of the Bible. For centuries, the few details of Mary that had been remembered were related as part of the story of Jesus, her son. Her unique relationship with him and his Father has made of Mary a figure who is both heavenly and temporal. Mary, in her role as Blessed Mother is the virgin who gave birth to the Son of God and she is often called Mother of God.

Mary has been revered for centuries as a woman particularly graced by God. She is endowed with qualities of Love and benediction that have endeared her to generations of Christian worshippers, and she is a figure of feminine grace and blessed love who is venerated for her compassion as well as for her relationship to Christ.

For many, Mary is the welcomed portent of salvation. Through her body the Word of God was given human form, and she is called Theotokos, a Greek word meaning "carrier to bearer of God in her womb." To others she is more simply the devoted mother who gave birth to Christ, the Son of God, and is a divine expression of motherly love whose feminity helps balance an otherwise masculine Trinity.

Mary is known by many names and has been seen myriad times in a variety of forms: She has inspired the devout and cured the sick and is a blessing to those who call her name. To those not so devoted to Christian articles of faith, Mary is a symbol of fertility who links human needs with divine providence.

Journey To Jerusalem

2008-07-03T15:22:00.001+08:00

As Jesus was on his way to Jerusalem, he passed through the midst of Samaria and Galilee. And as he entered a certain village, there met him ten men that were lepers, who stood afar off. And they lifted up their voices and cried,"Jesus, Master, have mercy on us." And when he saw them, he said to them,"Go and show yourselves to the priests." And it came to pass that as they went they were healed. And one of them, when he saw that he was healed, turned back, and with a loud voice glorified God, and fell down on his face at his feet, giving him thanks. And he was a Samaritan.

And Jesus said,"Were there not ten healed? But where are the nine? Only this stranger has returned to give glory to God." And he said to him,"Arise, go your way; your faith has made you whole."

A Parable Of Prayer
Jesus spoke this parable to certain men who were proud of their own righteousness and looked down upon others,"Two men went up into the temple to pray, the one a Pharisee, the other a tax gatherer. The Pharisee stood and prayed by himself in these words: 'God, I thank you that I am not like other men, greedy, unjust, indulgent, or like this tax gatherer! I fast twice in the week and I give a tenth of all I own to charity.' But the publican, standing far off, would not lift up so much as his eyes to heaven, but beat upon his breast, saying,"God be merciful on me, a sinner."

"I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other. For everyone that exalts himself shall be humbled, and he that humbles himself shall be exalted."

Taxes and Tithes
There were hundreds of different taxes and duties to be paid in Jesus' time. Tax collectors made a good profit by charging as much as they dared and pocketing the extra. Jews hated the foreign taxes and looked down on those who collected them. Every Jew paid an annual temple tax, to help towards the upkeep and running of the temple. He also gave a tithe, or tenth, of all his goods or money, as a sign of thankfulness to God. Tithes were paid to the Levites, for their salary. They themselves tithed these gifts and that tithe went to support the priests.

Priests, High Priest
Priests were descended from Aaron, the first priest, part of the tribe or clan of Levi. There were so many of them in Jesus' day that they took turns to serve in the temple, offering sacrifices and burning incense. The leading priests and the High Priest himself were Sadducees, and had most of the political power in Israel.

Levites
Levites belonged to the priests' tribe of Levi, but were not descended from Aaron's family. They helped the priests in their duties.

Sadducees
The Sadducees belonged to the priestly families and were usually wealthy and aristocratic. They were powerful and managed to get on with their Roman masters. They accepted only the first five books of the Old Testament as Scripture. They did not believe in a life after death.

Archbishop Emeritus Gregory Yong

2008-07-02T17:36:00.000+08:00

Could not find the group photograph of all the grandchildren at the funeral of my grandparents, but I surprisingly found this photograph instead, my only possession of him...

Magical Number THREE
Holy is HIS NAME indeed. The date was 3rd March 1996. I had totally forgotten about this photograph and I never see myself or Richard in it. I wondered where am I. Perhaps I was taking the photograph for the group, but what about Richard? Totally forgotten already, but I am so glad I had one photograph of him, beloved Gregory Yong. And I always thought I don't have any photograph of him. However, the deepest regrets is photographs of my confirmation at St Francis Church of Assisi. I don't have any at all. Gregory Yong really looked so smart, so dashing on that day, with his hat, so nice, no one can fight with him.

Jesus says:
Do not let your hearts be troubled
Trust in God still and trust in me
There are many rooms in my Father's house
if there were not, I should have told you
I am going now to prepare a place for you
and after I have gone and prepared you a place
I shall return to take you with me
so that where I am
you may be too.

His last words, according to a close friend, “Don’t pray for me. I want to go home.”

Blessed are those who have died in the Lord; Let them rest from their labours for their good deeds go with them.

The life and death of each of us has its influence on others; if we live, we live for the Lord; and if we die, we die for the Lord, so that alive or dead, we belong to the Lord. This explains why Christ both died and came to life, it was so that he might be Lord both of the dead and the living.

We shall all have to stand before the judgment seat of God; as Scripture says: Be my life -- it is the Lord who speaks -- every knee shall bend before me, and every tongue shall praise God.

It is to God, therefore, that each of us must give an account of himself.

The Second Letter of Paul To The Church at Corinth (5:1-10)
We know that when the tent that we live in on earth is folded up, there is a house built by God for us, an everlasting home not made by human hands, in the heavens. In this present state, it is true, we groan as we wait with longing to put on our heavenly home over the other; we should like to be found wearing clothes and not without them. Yes, we groan and find it a burden being still in this tent, not that we want to strip it off, but to put the second garment over it and to have what must die taken up into life. This is the purpose for which God made us, and he has given us the pledge of the Spirit.

We are always full of confidence, then, when we remember that to live in the body means to be exiled from the Lord, going as we do by faith and not by sight -- we are full of confidence, I say, and actually want to be exiled from the body and make our home with the Lord. Whether we are living in the body or exiled from it, we are intent on pleasing him. For all the truth about us will be brought out in the law court of Christ, and each of us will get what he deserves for the things he did in the body, good or bad.

Gregory Yong
Beloved Gregory Yong
RIP Gregory Yong

Catholic Funeral

2008-07-01T18:29:00.000+08:00

A Catholic Funeral refers to the funeral rites specifically in use in the Roman Catholic Church. Within the church, they may also be referred to as Ecclesiastical Funerals. In Catholic funerals, the church seeks to provide spiritual support for the deceased and honor their bodies, as well as try to provide a measure of hope for the family and friends of the deceased. Canons 1176-1185 of the 1983 Code of Canon Law specify the norms for Catholic funerals.

Christians celebrate the funeral rites to offer worship, praise, and thanksgiving to God for the gift of life which has been returned to God, the author of life and the hope of the just. The Mass, the memorial of Christ's death and resurrection, is the principal celebration of the Christian funeral.

In the face of death, the Church confidently proclaims that God has created each person for eternal life and that Jesus, the Son of God, by his death and resurrection, has broken the chains of sin and death that bound humanity. Christ "achieved his task of redeeming humanity and giving perfect glory to God, principally by the paschal mystery of his blessed passion, resurrection from the dead, and glorious ascension."

The proclamation of Jesus Christ "who was put to death for our sins and raised to life to justify us"(Romans 4:25) is at the centre of the Church's life. The mystery of the Lord's death and resurrection gives power to all of the Church's activity. "For it was from the side of Christ as he slept the sleep of death upon the cross that there came forth the sublime sacrament of the whole Church." The Church's liturgical and sacramental life and proclamation of the Gospel make this mystery present in the life of the faithful. Through the sacraments of baptism, confirmation and eucharist, men and women are initiated into this mystery. "You have been taught that when we were baptized in Christ Jesus we were baptized into his death; in other words when we were baptized we went into the tomb with him and join him in death, so that as Christ was raised from the dead by the Father's glory, we too might live a new life. If in union with Christ we have imitated his death, we shall also imitate him in his resurrection." (Romans 6:3-5)

In the eucharistic sacrifice, the Church's celebration of Christ's Passover from death to life, the faith of the baptized in the paschal mystery is renewed and nourished. Their union with Christ and with each other is strengthened: "Because there is one bread, we who are many, are one body, for we all partake of the one bread." (1 Corinthians 10:17)

At the death of a Christian, whose life of faith was begun in the water of baptism and strengthened at the eucharistic table, the Church intercedes on behalf of the deceased because of this confident belief that death is not the end nor does it break the bonds forged in life. The Church also ministers to the sorrowing and consoles them in the funeral rites with the comforting word of God and the sacrament of the eucharist.

The Church through its funeral rites commends the dead to God's merciful love and pleads for the forgiveness of their sins. At the funeral rites, especially at the celebration of the eucharistic sacrifice, the Christian community affirms and expresses the union of the Church on earth with the Church in heaven in the one great communion of saints. Though separated from the living, the dead are still at one with the community of believers on earth and benefit from their prayers and intercession. At the rite of final commendation and farewell, the community acknowledges the reality of separation and commends the deceased to God. In this way, it recognizes the spiritual bond that still exists between the living and the dead and proclaims its belief that all the faithful will be raised up and re-united in the new heavens and a new earth, where death will be no more.

The celebration of the Christian funeral brings hope and consolation to the living. While proclaiming the Gospel of Jesus Christ and witnessing to Christian hope in the resurrection, the funeral rites also recall to all who take part in them God's mercy and judgment and meet the human need to turn always to God in times of crisis.

Q. Can Catholics Be Cremated?
A. The practice of burying the body goes back to early Christian times. For centuries cremation was expressly forbidden in the Church because of the belief that the body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, as well as the belief in the resurrection of the body. Cremation was seen as a pagan practice that denied the doctrine of the Resurrection

In 1963, the Vatican lifted the ban on cremation for Catholics. In doing so, the Church allowed cremation in certain circumstances provided the reasons for choosing it did not counter Christian belief.

However, no allowances were made for any prayer or rituals to be used with the cremated remains. This meant all funeral services were to occur in the presence of the body, with cremation taking place afterwards.

On March 21, 1997, this changed. The Vatican granted permission for the cremated remains of a body to be brought into church for the liturgical rites of burial. It is still, however, the Church's preference to have the full compliment of funeral rites take place with the body present and then have cremation afterwards.

Q. Why doesn't the Church allow cremated remains to be scattered or kept in a home?
A. The Church believes cremated remains of a body should be treated with the same respect given the human body from which they come. If cremated remains are not treated with honor and dignity, cremation can allow for disrespect of the human body. Scattering the ashes deprives loved ones and descendants of the opportunity to visit the remains where they can pray and reflect upon the life and memory of the deceased. Dividing the cremated remains among family and friends or keeping them in the home seems to diminish the respect for human life and shows a lack of proper respect and dignity for the dead.

Passing On

2008-06-30T16:30:00.000+08:00

Mexican Lilac trees are my favourite last time. During somewhere around February, all the pink flowers blossomed, the playground was so beautiful...now I don't get to see these trees anymore.

This used to be my playground.....this song echoed in my mind. I woke up on Saturday morning, having the message, "to be like a Saint or Sage". On that same day, I saw Puma, carried him and was so happy, but later on, very sad to receive the news of Gregory Yong, death at 2.40pm (heart failure). On Sunday, 29th June 2008, I woke up, dreamed of my childhood playground, but that playground was not at my block, but some distance far away, belonging to those hostels blocks of flats (several blocks away from my house). But my cousins and I often went different playgrounds to play.

I had not thought of that playground for so long, even for recall, no reason to recall either. However, in my dream, it was exactly the playground I dreamed of -- the big 'mountain' with two sides, one for climbing and one for sliding down. I often went there, climbing up and sliding down. Because of this 'mountain', my pants was torn, and I was scolded by my mother. After that, I always took precautions whenever I played any slide.

However, I know that this dream has more meaning. It is a inverted parabola. The time is changed now. The death of Gregory Yong on 28th June 2008, is a special day -- June 28 is the 179th day of the year (180th in leap years) in the Gregorian calendar. This date is the only date each year where both the month and day are different perfect numbers. 2008 (MMVIII) is the current year, a leap year that started on Tuesday of the Common Era (or Anno Domini), in accordance with the Gregorian calendar.

2008 has been designated as:

* International Year of Languages;
* International Year of Planet Earth;
* International Year of the Potato;
* International Year of Sanitation;
* European Year of Intercultural Dialogue;
* Year of the Frog, as declared by the international conservation initiative Amphibian Ark.
* Year of the Dolphin (extended from 2007).

In Chinese astrology, most of 2008, starting with February 7, will overlap with the Year of the Rat (dates before February 7 are Year of the Pig). The next Year of the Rat will be in 2020.)

On this day where I dreamed of this playground, there were other things in the dream, but I cannot remember. It was another message. This time, it was "Jesus Christ, Bread Broken For A New World" and that explains the inverted parabola -- the S-shaped sigmoid curve I saw in the sky and even the pigeons.... the reverse of change, I had mentioned in March.....

Last night, I watched Chronicles of Narnia, The Witch, The Lion and The Wardrobe, and I was so sad. The Lion symbolised Jesus. He was humiliated before he died. However, he was resurrected again...

This morning, I woke up, with the message that Jesus is the living sacrifice of the church. In the dream was another 'black woman', someone I had seen in TV, a leader, but I don't know her name. She talked to me, but I had forgotten the details of the whole dream already, it was something about teacher...

The death of Gregory Yong, someone who had devoted his whole life to serve the people of God, someone who had sacrificed his life for the sake of God, and now it is my turn to repay his kindness, my turn to take over what I had experienced and witnessed, and to fulfill my task, my obligation.

A New Covenant

2008-06-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

These images were seen on TV show, Channel U on 16th June 2008. It was about 1230am when I captured this images from the TV. It was a show about the mystery of Noah Ark. I was not really paying attention, but later on, I began to notice some familiar image...

The narrator mentioned camera interference and some very sensitive parts where they cannot take images at all. I believe, and I experienced that, at the Heart of Woodlands, the place where I always see birds, the pigeons John and friends....

It was this familiar image that I saw and 'tally' with what I saw in my 'brain' in March, when I had an 'encounter' with God.

I remembered what happened during those three days, but not the time. In the 'vision', I saw this piece of land, when people looking up the sky, holding on to manna. It was a very fast one, and during these three days, I forgot which day, perhaps the same day, after this 'vision', I discovered the 'healing touch' by Christ. I saw another 'vision' of Jesus, putting his hand onto the hand or people, walking around, healing people. I discovered my 'healing touch', a unique transfer of energy from my hand to Richard's and then Ricsson's...

On this day, I woke up with the word, "Covenant", the key word, the message that was imprinted on my mind, but I had forgotten totally what I dreamed, but I know it is somekind of new covenant just like Noah and God.

Yahweh Witness

2008-06-26T01:41:00.000+08:00

We are all messengers of God, servants of God. Yahweh alone is God -- Before Me no god was formed, nor will there be one after Me. I, even I, am the LORD, and apart from Me there is no saviour. This is what the LORD says..."I am the first and I am the last; apart from Me there is no God."

The last Emmanuel Praise and Worship was on 28th May 2008. Richard refused to go with me and the children. In the end, he went with us, sat at the staircase, but did not enter the room, St Thomas Aquinas Room, where we had the worship. On 25th May 2008, I went to Sunday Mass again, despite attending the Saturday Mass the day before. He was so angry on that day, and when attending halfway, he left the mass. I was with my brother and the children. The children went out to the toilet for a while and came back. They told me Richard was outside, very angry, did not want to come in.

My brother was about to leave, but I told him to wait for the procession (Corpus Christi Procession), and luckily, it began shortly after. It was such a grand procession, I was filled with awe, those people taking the flags (all the jobs of the church), I love to watch that.

After the adoration/procession, I was even more filled with laughter, when I heard that Richard was the first one to kneel down to Jesus (as he was outside the church, refuse to come in : )))))

Today, I am very glad that Richard Palace finally NEVER BLACK FACE, never show any anger, and WILLING to go for Emmanuel Praise and Worship. At the worship session, I can see him so enjoying, dancing and singing. Back home, he was so inspired, full of motivation, kept saying,"lift up to the Lord...." and so on... That is a very good start.

He began to 'believe' especially after watching the channel 5 show on Incredible Tale -- about a priest who cast out 7 demons in the woman's body, saying "In the name of Jesus, I command you to leave the body...." After that show, he kept talking about the priest and the POWER of the Priest. Despite how much things I told him, he don't believe me. But it just need to take the power of the media and the words of other people to let him believe.

Today, twice, I saw Puma Cat. In my mind, I was expecting him, and I was wondering this time where he would appear. I kept a watchout for him at the T-junction of the slope, but never saw him. After crossing the road, just at the cover linkway, Clara told me Puma Cat, and I noticed him there, backside facing me, lying on the floor. I said 'hello' to him and I had to leave, as we intend to buy whipped potato from seven eleven before going to the meeting. Time was running short and I had no time to 'sayang' him.

After the worship, again I was on the lookout for Puma Cat. I cycled and I opened my eyes and looked around, but never saw him at those common places which I had seen him. Quite disappointed. BUT I was VERY HAPPY later on, "MY FRIEND!!!", My Friend waiting for me down the slope. From far, I could see him, lying on the grass. I cycled quickly to see if it was really him. It was. I alight from my bicycle and I 'sayang' him. He closed his eyes, enjoyed every stroke of tender loving touch I gave him. PUMA CAT, I LOVE YOU. His fur is so soft, so clean, so thick, so nice. He is such really such an obedient and loveable cat. This is not our first encounter already. But after a few times, I can feel the closeness between us, as though he is my pet, but of course he is not.

Again, I asked Richard,"Do you believe me now?" Nobody believe what I said. They think I am uttering nonsense.

There cannot be so much of coincidence. How many times had I met Puma Cat already? Especially Emmanuel Praise and Worship, Puma cat was always there, never fail. What about other occasion when I met him? These are all signs for me to see, for me to 'analyze'.

Today, my dream about flood at Boon Lay 'Bridge', the door and the nurse, Belinda, the sink and tap, the talisman and the Thailand 'god'(idol/buddha -- I don't know what is the name of the golden figure with lots of hands or faces or whatever, but I know that is the Thailand idol people worship one). All these dreams and what I went, what I seen today, are not coincidence. Today, a sparrow came to my sight, just outside my window. It was standing at my opposite block, at the antenna, just as I was posting about the dream on the blog. The sparrow was tweeting, like talking or singing, but I don't understand bird language.

Jesus Face

2008-06-23T12:18:00.000+08:00

Just next to the Church of St Anthony of Padua is this Tembusu Tree. This Tembusu tree has formed a community with the stone, the fig(Bodhi Tree leaves), bird's nests ferns and the 'cancer leaves'.

Curse, Hatred, Graffiti....WORDS The Cause
Clara told me about hearing 'people' talking to her in the toilet (in the church), but no one was there. She told me about a 'little girl' of her age standing outside the church, twice if I am not wrong. The most prominent one was on 23rd April 2008. She told me about it, and it was raining heavily that day, and I discovered something stunning about the 'truth' -- a red colour Chinese-English dictionary with words written on it.... On that week, she was sick for a week and she cried for no reason, very scared also.

The Buddha Boddhi Tree Leaves, together with Tembusu Tree, stones and bird's nest ferns

Knowing Jesus
On 18th June 2008, just one day before Clara went to camp, and just one day before I had such 'Godly' and heavenly animals encounter with Puma cat, and heard all the strange sound and 'things' which I see, I was not sure of what I SAW.

Testimonial
On 18th June 2008, it began to rain in the afternoon. I was writing a post on Whatever Wheel Be Will Be, and I heard water coming out from the washing machine. I went to the kitchen, washed clothes using the washing machine water. Raining cats and dogs. Suddenly, thunder. I saw lightning. I looked up the sky, and then the next moment lightning, I saw a brown 'face' or 'figure' at the sight of the lightning. I thought I was 'imagining', but that was the first time I saw such thing.

Eye Witness
At the Eucharist talk by Father Terence, he mentioned other people also said that they saw Saint Anthony, or other 'people' standing at the altar. The next person which 'always' see spirts is Clara. She saw the Prophet, she saw White Man (which I believe is Jesus, wearing white robe), she also saw 'girl', 'boy' and HEARD voices, on more than one occasion. All the people around me, all told me 'stories' about what they see, and what they hear, but I always cannot see anything, EXCEPT ONE TIME.

Convincing Evidence
So this time, is it really a 'figure' of Jesus that I see in the lightning? Brown and long hair (shoulder-length), very small not big like what I had dreamed. But this is at the light, lightning. With so many artist painting the picture of Jesus all with shoulder-length hair and the 'familiar' face of Jesus here and there on the web, which artist is painting the truth or are they imaginery? I saw a 'fast' one of Jesus' Face if that is so, long hair too....

This is the length of Jesus hair, brown, wearing white. He has double eye-lids, as seen from pictures.

Covenant
Just before this day, where I see the face of Jesus, I had a dream on the night of 17th June 2008. I had totally forgotten the dream, but I remembered the keyword of the dream. It was the word 'covenant'. I recorded in my diary too. I was not sure about this word, 'Covenant', and I need to find out more. But it was this word that was conveyed to me, a deep imprint in my mind, the morning I woke up.

St Anthony Feast Day

2008-06-18T22:37:00.001+08:00

Always heard of St Anthony Feast Day, but I think I had never participate any of it before. On Saturday, 14th June 2008, St Anthony Feast Day Dinner was at 730pm. We went for Mass at 6pm and the tables and all that. My first reaction was 'wow', looked not bad at all, but $35 per person. Including children I would need to pay $140. But that was not really the reason. On that day itself, I asked Richard,"Next year want to eat a not?" So disappointed. He was not interested.

After mass on Saturday, we cycled home as usual. We planned to go Causeway Point for dinner first. However, something happened on this day. My rear bicycle wheel suddenly punctured. It was a loud explosion sound, so scary and all the people in the carpark -- the Thai people came forward to see also. So 'malu' (embarrassed), but they laughed too, so funny.

On this day, prior to the wheel being punctured, I saw this cat again. Just Friday, 13th Friday 2008, the night after the Triduum mass, Fullness of Life with Our Father, I saw this cat standing on the brick wall. But on this Saturday, he was sleeping on the chair. I don't know what it means. I found it rather cute, and took a picture of it. After that, in the carpark, my bicycle's wheel burst.

What Wheel It Be?
Ricsson said that the Singapore Flyer looks like the wheel of a bicycle. And so coincidentally, my bicycle wheel burst, totally 'busted'. Until now, the bicycle had not been send for repair. All the metals were spoiled, the rear wheel is totally spoiled -- cannot even be replaced with tyre, the whole wheel is spoiled!

I was not at all bothered with this. I was totally okay at that time, just that I want to push the bicycle back to the bicycle shop, but Richard again had different idea. For not 'listening' to me, for being 'selfish' earlier on, all of us have to 'suffer'. I pushed the bicycle myself all the way to Causeway Point. He, forever, little bit of things throw anger. Everything also his idea, but later, he came to help me push the bicycle while I pushed his.

Whatever Wheel Be, Will Be
Now, I know the future is not for me to know. One day at a time, one step at a time. There is no turning back. I am born new now, and I must not GO BACK. But I must march on, mission to accomplish, the soldier marching on, proclaiming the mystery of faith, I must learn, learn the meaning of faith, learn to be a good Catholic, and learn to be a good disciple of Jesus, and to bring salvation to mankind.

Sacred Heart Moved

2008-06-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

This is the usual position I place the Sacred Heart, Jesus. One day, I think is last Friday or Saturday, Ricsson said,"Jesus near my room, so scary, can move away a not?" His door slammed two times already, and he was so scared...

Miracles of St Anthony
This morning, I read about the life of Saint Anthony. It was a bright, sunny day in the morning, but soon in the afternoon, it rained. At 4.30pm, a very loud and scary thunder struck and the whole house had no electrical power. All of us went out of our room. Richard went to switch back the circuit breaker.

St Anthony The Great Preacher of God's Words
We were so scared and I told them at this moment again to 'believe' in the existence of God -- because Richard always said he believes but still have doubts. At the point where we talked, we were standing in front of 'my altar', and I saw very amazing thing -- The Sacred Heart Moved.

The Sacred Heart Moved Out of position, moved so far away from the normal position, and stood standing in the direction as shown -- towards the window: LIGHT

NO WATER, BUT MOVED : Sacred Heart of Jesus
I asked the children and Richard was present too, all standing in front of the altar,"Did anyone move the Sacred Heart?" Everybody said NO and this was the First Time, and I kept asking and asking and even still asked until now, and everybody said NO. (just to make sure nobody move it, otherwise I make False Claim, and this is bad)

Before His Death, He Saw With His Eyes(at the Study Room), I Saw His Look, His Face, He Chased "Them" Out of the house (from the study room to the living room and out of the door) ...
There were times when I heard stones in my living room moved -- the sound of stones. But that was when Cebest was dead already, and so what could be the 'force' that caused the stones to move? Cebest 'came' home, my prayer in the church of St Anthony of Padua, was heard....

"Supernatural Forces" Your Eyes Cannot SEE
However, I want to tell you THIS IS POSSIBLE..... As I witnessed ANOTHER SIMILAR case of this, but it was not Sacred Heart that was MOVED, but THE MERLION...

At the Heart of Woodlands
Twice, my camera went haywire, stalled for no reason and I had to take out the battery and restart the camera. First time, I thought it was the camera got problem. Second time, on the 14th June 2008, the day where I wanted to go Saturday Mass (by Father Terence) -- a special day, saw the brown butterfly, met special scenes and it was the same spot, my camera went 'faulty' again. The screen on my camera was filled with lines (lines of various colours) -- frequency disruption. I could not take any photographs and by the time I reset the camera (took out the battery and put it back again) the birds were gone. What a waste, but all is fated...

Promises of the Sacred Heart

Triduum Mass

2008-06-12T00:36:00.000+08:00

For three days, 11th June to 13th June, we had mass at St Anthony church, celebration of Triduum, my first time -- First time, I attended church every weekends, first time I attended Eucharistic celebrations of the church for the whole of my life so far.

Someone asked me before,"Are you a Christian?" That was probably in the year 2003 when this person saw my file (a poem). I answered 'No', because I don't find myself a real christian. I did not know see myself as a christian, though I am a 'Catholic'. None of my family members go to church nowadays, for several years already, each year getting worst. I really have 'no face' to tell people I am a Christian or a Catholic.

But I want my children to learn. Little did I know that all these are fate, really fate. My father always said,"This is your life lor, your life is like that....." Yah, sound right now, it is all destiny. And now, I found out the truth in religion, and I must abide and I must be a good example to my own children.

On 1st June, Jesus revealed in my dream again, saying that He is the head of the church, and there was some kind of codes in matrix form, containing the number 13, 65, and the 'x' which is multiplication and I cannot remember how many zeros are there in the number 10000000... I was awoken when I was trying to count and see clearer the pattern of it all....

Anyway, on 11th June, I woke up with another dream. This time the message is Jesus is the bread of life, the origin of life, and Ricsson came to my room....

At the mass, 8pm, I was surprised to see the church's decoration, with words similar to my dream -- living bread, fullness of Life with Our Father, Power of Prayer...

On the first night 11th June 2008, three priests were present, and there was photography session, and this somewhat tally with my dream, about the three women I saw in the dream and the photography......

Carry The Cross

2008-06-11T02:08:00.000+08:00

The 'Pigeon' Walked One round

I Am The Alpha and Omega
It was about 3.30pm when I took this photographs of the special bird. On first look, it looked like the coo-coo bird, the peaceful dove. However, at closer look, it was not, it looked like John, but it was not John. It was First Time I saw such pigeon and it was so amazing. It walked one round on top the roof there.

Rain Or Shine, Walk In Faith
On this day, it was raining the whole day. But I told the family that rain or no rain, have to go church today as it was a special day -- Special Mass offering for Cebest and the rest of the souls. But about this time, the rain started to subside.

Church of St Anthony of Padua

As mentioned, it was Cebest's 2nd death anniversary -- my best friend, my loyal friend. Made Mass Offering on 5th June 2008, as well as Saturday 7th June 2008.

Parallels of Life
On this day, 7th June 2008, we left home, cycled to the church as usual. On this day, construction/upgrading jobs were being carried out at my neighbourhood. There was the big crane (machine), so big, looked so scary. My niece and nephew were always scared of these crane when they were babies. They always thought these cranes were 'monsters' and they thought they were 'giraffe'.

Flock of Cranes - Amazing Grace
On the way to church, I saw the most amazing scene. Birds were flying at the traffic lights. At the junction between Causeway Point and Woodlands stadium, there were most amazing, amazing sight -- a flock of cranes! At first I saw a white and yellow bosom crane flying above me, within the next moment, it was a flock, a big flock of cranes flying across, that was the First Time I saw so many beautiful cranes!!!! Real beauty, and yet I was the only one who seem like 'mountain tortoise', exclaiming and filled with awe at such a scene...

Totally Black Butterfly flew into the church on 7th June 2008, 6pm mass. I told my father and he said, the spirits came to thank me.

'I Am The Resurrection and The Life'
At the church on this day, the priest was Father Terence. He wore green vestment, symbolizing hope and life. During and towards the end of the Gospel reading, while Fr Terence was still talking about the word of God, a black butterfly flew from my right side and in front of me at my front pew and up to the 'suncatcher' glass walls on the side of the church as shown below -- the black dot is the site where the black butterfly stationed for quite some time. It was the 'third station'.

Black Butterfly at the black dot

Carry The Cross
That is the third station, written above. The number three means 'life' in cantonese. The butterfly and the special dove I saw on this day signify the existence of holy spirit and communication. I believe it means I am a disciple of Jesus and I need to carry the cross... and I am very glad to carry the cross, and I am very proud to be a Catholic, the only real and true God in this world.

Gift of The Father

2008-06-06T22:20:00.001+08:00

Received The Seal of The Holy Spirit, My Honour, my greatest Gift of Life.

I want to thank My Father for giving me this special gift. It was a memorable occasion, the great archbishop Gregory Yong. I remembered and still clearly remembered how 风光/ glamourous he looked with his 'attire', his big 'hat', so nice, so beautiful, so 'honourable'. Too bad I don't have his photographs, only got his 'picture' in my memory, forever remembered.... my love Gregory Yong.

That was the biggest celebration, Gregory Yong wearing red, his 'suit' so nice, so 'powerful' and really really 风光/ glamourous, from the moment he walked in the church of St Francis of Assisi. Never did I know the value of one certificate like that. Never did I know the importance of WORDS, and never had I taken a GOOD LOOK at my certificates at all, never, never.

Touched, fully touched and fully amazed at the LOVE of OUR FATHER, MY FATHER for me. He is such a humourous person, because in jokes we learn; in mistakes we learn. In doing wrong we repent and in knowing our weaknesses, we appreciate and need His Help and comfort. Jesus, Father, I love you and I thank you for Everything I have and everything you give me.

This is just paper, but I treasured it because they were given to be as gift, from the 'pupil' of Church of St Anthony of Padua one day when our family went to church, the weekend mass. The indian boys walked to me and Richard, passed this two gifts to us, with 'murmuring' words on their lips. I did not know what they were talking. Later, their 'teacher'/'catechist' told us that they were gifts of the Holy Spirit which the pupils had made for us. Richard took "Justice" and I took "Fear of the Lord" as shown below.

I am very glad that I am a Catholic, a Roman Catholic. I want to be a good Catholic, to bring salvation to the world, to fulfill the will of God, My Father, and to bring everlasting life to my parents and my family.

Precepts of The Church
The Seven Sacraments
Meaning of Sacrament